Month: September 2010


  • a a a illusion 3 path of nightmares

    a a a illusion 4 surcease of sorrow

     a a a illusion 9 cain

    a a a illusion 6 weirdnessa a a illusion 5 dipity
    a a a illusion 2 a a a illusion 1
    The Daily News

    1  I actually dozed off during the Giants/Bums game last night.

    2  I fell into a dream during the seventh inning.

    3  With all due respect, I was exhausted from having tried finally to throw my chronic and incessant insomnia under the bus.

    4   I went to an island, then to a lighthouse, and then to the Darkness of Demons, that strange netherworld that we all visit every now and again.

    5   In that World, I saw the Giants lose to the lowly Dodgers, and watched dreadfully  my classes celebrate the loss in a frenzied merriment of wine, Mardi-Gras faces, and Daemonesque madness!




    6   I became undone.

    7   Perhaps my real life and my fantasy life had some sort of weird convergence, but I tossed and turned in a white wicker chair in the dark recesses of my sunroom.

    8   About another hour in, I awakened to the game.

    9   The Giants were AHEAD, 2-0!

    10  Naturally, I thought that it was some post-game wrap up, so I sort of watched, expecting that they had lost.

    11  That's the weird thing about re-adjusting your sleep habits.

    12  Turned out it was LIVE, and suddenly Brian Wilson, NOT the Beach Boy, was out there throwing his insanity at anyone and everyone who came to the plate.

    13   He wound up giving up a home run, but also closed the door on the dreaded Dodgers.

    14   I walked out to my garden thinking it was all a dream.

    15   Nope.

    16   The Giants beat the Bums, right before my hallucinogenic eyes.

    17   And now I don't really know what to say.

    18   Perhaps I could simply cut and paste Bottom's Dream from Midsummer.

    19   Perhaps not.

    20   The line between illusion and reality is indeed a thin one.

    21   I had been semi-watching the game, and semi-thinking of things to throw out there for today's DN.

    22   Sometimes ideas are simply thrust upon you, sort of like a hot bowl of spaghetti.

    23    Worst analogy of the year, by the way.

    24    But we are walking the dark, thin line between illusion and reality.

    25    Yesterday I slept in, and thought I was going to have a bad day.

    26     Instead, it was arguably the best day of the school year so far.

    27     And yes, I had a glass of wine, but all the emotions of the entire year sort of caught me last night, so when the game went into a zero-zero tie, I slipped into darkness.

    28    Pretty normal.

    29    But now I'm a bit flabbergasted that what I THOUGHT happened didn't, and the Boys of Summer came through and beat the Bums of Summer.

    30    Ya gotta love it.

    31    Well, I was faced with the reality of awaking and writing the DN.

    32    How do you write something so public when you are still existing in a dream?

    33    Like this.

    34    Like this.

    35    I later went onto Facebook, just because it's sort of a mindless journey into the lives of people I taught, or with whom I worked through some amazingly glorious times at YB.

    36   With all due respect, I was too tired to read all the things people had to say.

    37   I decided that today's lesson plan will wrap up what we did yesterday, which TOTALLY rocked, and inch it into this concept:

    38   What does the word "status" mean to you?

    39    When I was younger, the word "status" meant something along the lines of "what happens to people when they worry too much about what others think about them", or some such nonsense.

    40   We're working on a story about a woman who wants to be looked upon as almost a starlet, but who actually is simply middle class.

    41   She longs SO much to be a member of the glittering, glorious, rich and wealthy class that it literally topples her life.

    42   What a great concept in the New World Order of Facebook.

    43   So that's where I've taken these guys: Let's talk "status".

    44   The Daemons are at work again, but this time in a positive way.

    45   This entire concept can go to the infinite recesses of the Universe.

    46    All because I lived one reality while another reality happened. In my frabjous case, the reality became the dream.

    47    Ah, a bit too deep, but what do you expect from a guy in the throes of what Poe called "Nepenthe", or "surcease of sorrow"?

    48    Goin' deep.

    49    I do that now and again, just to throw some separation between the DN and your ordinary blog. The DN has been around for fifteen years this Spring.

    50    I think you might get the pic.

    51    Gottago. It's like almost 10:45 at night, and it's close to midnight.

    52    Homie don't go there no mo.

    53    So peace to the masses.

    54    This Old Brown Shoe is calling it a night.

    55    Peace.

    ~H~


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  • The Daily News



    1  I overslept!!!!

    2  All bets are off on this DN today.

    3   Last night I wrote one that was pretty lackluster, so I thought I'd get up WAY early and hammer out something better.

    4   Ironically, I was sort of boasting about how I was finally getting early-to-bed; early-to-rise, and FINALLY sleeping through the night.

    5   I even thought that I had FINALLY found the cure for insomnia!

    6    Well, I sort of did. I slept RIGHT through the night and RIGHT through the morning!

    7    It's funny what happens then. I get frantic, put my pants on backwards and button my shirt so that the right side is seven inches lower than the left.

    8    I squeeze my tie so the knot shrinks to this dinky triangle.

    9    The tie goes down to my knees.

    10   Two unmatched socks, one inside out.

    11   Hair looks like Einstein.

    12    A quick look in the mirror and I want a bill outlawing mirrors.

    13    Undo everything, swing it all right, grab my bag, and a banana for lunch, and I'm out the door.

    14    From there, it is triumphant. It is a slow race to get to work on time, but once I'm there, I'm amped and ready to rumble.

    15    Because I slept through the night, had eight hours of sleep, and now I'm ready to take on the world.

    16    I got my pants on straight, baby!

    17    So I'm pumped, and all set to take on the world. I'm larnin' my students their fixin' to's today: I'm a fixin' to, you're a fixin' to, we're a fixin' to, and on and on.

    18    Ain't that refreshing?

    19     Have an AWESOME day everybody!

    20     Peace, I'm outtahere!




    ~H~


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    The Daily News
    1   Last night I wrote something like, "Luv youse" on Facebook. That was for everyone and anyone who helped out in supporting the victims of the San Bruno fires.

    2  Thanks for all the support. Your emails were heartfelt and nice.

    3  For the record, I got into my room yesterday and told my students a very shortened version of yesterday's DN.

    4   Exactly when I was done, Tony Devincenzi, a young, an awesome teacher from my school, opened the door to my room and interrupted my class, a welcome interruption.

    5   Tony was also a San Bruno guy, years younger and miles smarter than I, so I welcomed his visit.

    6   He stopped everything I was doing and said, quite simply, "Dude. You okay?"

    7   I had just talked a fast game to my students, so they knew immediately what it was he was referring to.

    8   He knew people whose houses blew up in the absurdity that had happened in San Bruno.

    9   One kid tried to interrupt, but he said, "This is more important than you. I'm sorry, but it is."

    10  Tony wanted to know if my Dad and friends were all safe.

    11  I looked over and said, "We're all good, man. My Dad is safe, and as far as I know, so is everyone else who made it through that nightmare."

    12  The students stood stunned, but understanding.

    13   Mr. D, you gave a great lesson yesterday.

    14   He eventually vanished, and I spoke to my class about how the San Bruno fire put everything into the proper perspective.

    15   The lesson went on fantastically, which is the usual thing up at the Chill.

    16   Ironically, I had just given a little piece about empathy.

    17   So kids who at first thought things were funny, or ridiculous, suddenly found themselves confronted with real life.

    18   Add to that a student who had lived in San Bruno for a brief time.

    19   And the deal was that San Bruno was just one place, and that this could have happened to anyone, anywhere.

    20   The students got it.

    21    One great moment in a career of millions of great moments.

    22    It's perhaps why I still do what I do.

    23     I think you also get it.

    24    The REAL real world.

    25    Ah, that's about enough of that.

    26   Moving on, Part the First: Yesterday I went shopping at Lucky's, just because its what I do on the way home from school each day.

    27   Seems no matter how many lists I make, I inevitably forget to buy one thing. Yesterday it was coffee creamer.

    28   I think I just psychologically do that because shopping at around 3:30 or 4 in the afternoon is reasonably quiet and unbusy. It's sort of like a walk in the woods to me, in a modern-times sort of way. I skirt the outside perimeter because I mainly need fruits, veggies, and some sort of main dish.

    29   Unless I need anything really essential, like toothpaste or moist towelettes, I tend to stay out of the middle sections.

    30    And then I put my mind on turning invisible, spacing out, enjoying the quiet, and happening upon cool little things I need, like McCormick's Montreal Grill Spice Rub, or certainly the occasional box of  Four-Cheese Cheez-Its.

    31   I usually shop pretty healthy, but occasionally, the rebel in me screams, "Lays Barbecue Chips!" or "Digiorno!" Oh, and the worst offender: "Oscar-Mayer Super Thick-Cut Applewood-Smoked Bacon." Evidently the more adjectives, the better the bacon.



    32   I don't want too many lousy things, because I don't want the person behind me in line checking out my cart and thinking, "How unhealthy."

    33   Anyway, it's a daily ritual, and I think I do it mostly just to wander around invisible for a short stint. I have the time. It takes my mind off things. I don't really have to think, or be on my toes in front of people.

    34   I get into this sort of Zen state that I used to get into when I would go into the mountains and sit by a waterfall. It's just that you have to pack and go to the mountains to achieve that state, so over the years I've learned how to move my chakras to that state of chi while walking through Lucky's.



    35  I even enjoy the fake thunder and rain they do every now and again on the vegetables. It's sort of like being in the rain forest. I find it radishly refreshing!



    36   Of course I'm aware that all that stuff probably has all sorts of poisons on it. You can't by anything nowadays that isn't chemically altered. I know all of this. Yesterday I saw some chicken that ADVERTISED that it was not plumped up with salt water or sea additives. It was written on the package! So...the rest of your chicken that doesn't have that written IS plumped up with salt water? I guess I like that trend, but I will go out on a limb and say that the "unplumped" chicken will cost significantly more.

    37   Health is a racket. Any box that is green is gonna cost. Any package that is light green and has the word "Healthy" on it is going to cost a gold mine. I'm glad I have my vegetable garden; it at least has a fighting chance.

    38   I've seen all those documentaries about how chickens are farmed, so claiming extra health is lost on me. If I do buy chicken, though, I'll probably wind up getting the "Dump the Plump" brand.

    39   Return to Cart:  Anyway, those are thoughts that go through my head when I shop. For a while this summer I was eating mostly stuff I grow myself, plus the occasional powdered potatoes and a small hunk of meat, barbecued, which causes cancer and I think worms or something.

    40   No, honestly, I was really healthy. I even brought zucchinis and tomatoes to school for lunch, and would eat them raw, or maybe with some McCormick's Montreal Steak Grill Spice Rub, which is an intriguing name for a shaker of salt and pepper.

    41   Grill Spice Rub. Advertisers, I swear to you. You don't have to be Fellini to figure that one out.

    42   The only thing that interrupts my "chi" is that everyone seems to arrive at the counter at exactly the same time. I believe that there is a certain lemming mentality in all human beings, some sort of supermarket/shopping harmonious convergence that causes sudden rushes to the counter. And suddenly, carts line up from two different directions, causing me undo nervousness. I usually just turn the cart around and cart off to look for more stuff.

    43   I will sometimes health-up my cart by getting rid of stuff that is bad for me. I'm always pleased when I have lots of fruits and vegetables. Number one, it's cheaper, and number two, you look cooler putting lots of healthy things on the counter. I can then glance into the basket of the guy next to me and make judgments.

    44   Anyway, that's my secret Zen thing. I usually get very little, but I have to do that ritual each day.

    45   Yesterday I wound up with salmon, orange juice, and salad. Oh, and the creamer.

    46   Today it will probably be Four Cheese Cheez-its, Lay's Barbecue Chips, plumped chicken stuffed with Oscar Mayer Super Thick-Cut Applewood Smoked Bacon and soaked in a thick butter sauce, and powdered potatoes. And a couple of slices of zukes, for health purposes.

    47   Life, ladies and gentlemen, is THAT good.

    48   Moving on, Part the Second: If you go to the Giants/Bums game tonight, they will donate $3.00 to the San Bruno Fire victims. Gametime is 7:15, and bundle up; you're in San Francisco, out by the bay.

    49   I think that's about all I have to share today.

    50   Have a Zen day.

    51    Eat right.

    52    Peace.

    ~H~



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    a a a colma ca san andreas lake
    The Daily News

    1   What a difference a day makes.

    2   I last left y'all with me on my way to a funeral that was about twelve scissors steps from San Bruno.

    3   Oh, I'll let you know. The town is Colma, a habitat for cemeteries, marble companies, tombstone companies, and a classic bar called Molloy's. There are those who claim the place is haunted.


     
     
    4  It isn't the first time I've goofed on Molloy's. It is right outside the entrance to the Italian Cemetery in Colma, where my Mom now rests. My grandparents are also there, and thousands more of Italian Americans.

    5   AnywayZ, on Thursday night I sat at my computer thinking up lesson plans for Friday, because I knew I'd be absent on Friday because of a funeral I was to attend.

    6   An awesome childhood friend of mine's father-in-law passed away, and I was to go up on Friday for the mass, and for the funeral.

    7   But at the end of all my prepping Thursday night, I turned on the news and saw film of the explosion that blew up an entire area of San Bruno. I was riveted.

    8   San Bruno is an area quite close to where I was raised, maybe about two or three miles from my own childhood home.

    9   But it was clearly where I grew up, and right in the heart of where Helene had been raised.

    10  We both had glasses of wine and NO idea it had happened. We had watched the Giants' game, the 1-0 loss to the Padres, and were ready to turn in when the news came across the wires.

    11  We both stood astonished as we saw the horrors happening in her very neighborhood, and in a part of a vast area that I consider home.

    12   My first thoughts were about anyone we had ever known being safe.

    13   This uncorked a few unbidden glasses of wine late at night, and we both kept shaking our heads, praying for all of it.

    14    Things like that happen elsewhere, not at home. And yet there were the images of blobs of flame bursting 200 feet into the night in the Crestmoor area of San Bruno.

    15    I stayed up trying to make any sort of sense of any of it, and simply couldn't.

    16    Childhood memories flew at me like mad, rabid bats.

    17    I knew that the next morning I had to drive right up to that area and share in the loss of a wonderful friend.

    18    I wound up driving 101, because I didn't even know I could handle seeing all of the ongoing tragedy. I bypassed my old stomping grounds, went to the services, and afterwards went to my friend John's house in Daly City, about six or seven miles from "ground zero" in San Bruno.

    19   At John's house, a bunch of friends all gathered to show respect for John's father-in-law, a wonderful fellow and at one point colleague of mine. His name was and still is John George, which is ironic considering that my name is also George.

    20   This was on 9/10/10.

    21   Notice any patterns?

    22   After the funeral, we all gathered and enjoyed some excellent food and wine, and quite soon around six or seven of us had gathered in the kitchen.

    23   We talked of John George, one of the finest human beings I have ever met. I had worked with him may times at Cal football games, selling concessions just west of the student section. We did this for years, and made a fortune each game.

    24   John was relatively elderly, going from his late sixties to his early eighties. But he LOVED working Cal games, and I always enjoyed his stories about his life in Greece, and his subsequent life living in San Francisco, where he knew virtually everyone.

    25   He volunteered for the church, worked thousands of volunteer hours at the San Francisco VA, and simply charmed everyone with his stories.

    26   Good man, good man.

    27    And so it goes.

    28    Anyway, at one point, we had these six people all standing around the kitchen sipping wine and enjoying wonderful Greek food, when the subject of our grammar school, ironically Meadows school, came up. It turned out that all six of us had attended Meadows, but all were different ages.

    29   A GREAT many DN readers attended Meadows school in San Jose. I always used to goof that I too went to a grammar school called Meadows.

    30   My best friend from childhood Brian was there, so Brian, John and I held court about Meadows, and all the memories we had from childhood.

    31   Amazingly, the kitchen also had people of various ages, ALL of whom had gone to our grammar school! Turns out many of us had the same teachers, and a LOT of the same traditions had been passed down from us to them!

    32   So we all shared stories of warm summer days spent sliding down the hill right behind the school, cruising freely flat pieces of cardboard.

    a a a colma ca 1  view from junipero serra park overlooking san bruno and mt. diablo

    33   We all dug forts, which actually got one of the younger guys I was talking to sucked in one winter day. The fire department had to pull the guy out of one of the forts, because it had filled with a quicksand-type mud. The firemen also got stuck in the mud, so it was laughs. It is assumed that years earlier, I had probably dug the underground fort that he subsequently got stuck in!

    34   I followed with a story of my own. At age 11, my friend Allen and I went up the selfsame hill behind Meadows and made our way out to a ledge. We knew that in classic war, having a spot above the city was the only way to win. The Greeks had the Acropolis; we had Meadows Mountain.

    35   So we made our way out to a ledge above a 50 foot drop, and dug a lookout into the ledge. It overlooked the entire Bay Area.

    36   Being kids, of course, we lost track of the time. It began to get dark, so I told Allen that we should dig a couple of small steps into the side of the mountain, and make our way back to the path that led down the hill and to safety.

    37   Allen, being WAY more practical than I (I was a daredevil, of course!), and said he didn't want to risk his life to do that. I tried reassuring him that it was easy, demonstrated for him,  made it to the large, safe area that we used to slide down on cardboard, but he wasn't buying.

    38   So I crawled back to the ledge, and the two of us sat as the sun began setting behind us, somewhere between Half Moon Bay and Pacifica.

    39   Around a half hour later, I saw a flashlight moving toward us. I heard my Dad yelling, "Buddy? Are you up there?" I knew my Mom had probably gotten worried and sent him out during cocktail hour. I didn't care; I figured that I wasn't going to find those steps I had so carefully dug, and that our only chance of getting down was probably in the hands of my Dad.

    40   I yelled down, "Yeah Dad, we're up here! It's me and Allen!"

    41   I looked down and watched the flashlight turn away and head in a beeline to our house, which was right across the street.

    42    Allen and I then sat,  with a few crickets making their statements somewhere around us, and the city twinkling below.

    43    Within minutes, we heard sirens, and nearly every police car and fire truck in Millbrae raced up the Helen Drive below, causing a frenzy during cocktail hour in our neighborhood. Within seconds, people poured out of their houses.

    44   There were lights, people, reporters, dogs, and all the rest. The firemen rushed in, appeared from a tree above us, and lowered a wooden swing to us. We climbed on it, and were rescued.

    45   We got down, and were both immediately surrounded by reporters, by lights, by cops, by zaniness. We tried like heck to answer questions, but I just wanted to get out of there.

    46   I finally got home, and my Dad told me that what we did was foolish, but that he was surely glad we were both safe. Mom was glad we were safe too.

    47   I just wanted to go to bed.

    48   The next day at school, our teacher, Miss Gill, asked if anyone had read any news that they could show and tell.

    49   < Sidebar: My student right now ALSO came from a feeder school with a Miss Gill. They LOVE her. I loved our Miss Gill too. Anyway, it was a sort of sharing day, and Miss Gill asked the class if they had anything to share.>

    50    Anyway, I slud down in my seat, hoping beyond hope that nobody would know what happened.

    51    The room was silent, but soon, this one girl named Janice Schnetzler raised her hand.

    52   "I have something to share," she offered, throwing a sly glance my way. She pulled out an article from the newspaper that had the headline, "Two Boys Rescued From Steep Cliff" or something like that. I have the article to this day. That wasn't the exact headline, but you get the drift.

    53   I was amazingly embarrassed, but in many ways, I would never wish it hadn't happened. My toughest part was trying to explain to people that I would have gotten down, but Allen was scared, and even started crying.

    54   Yeah, I threw the poor guy under the bus. He never minded though, because he knew it was true. But I had to save face somehow. In later years, it makes sense that he was the more practical of the two of us.

    55   Well, for one day, we were sort of celebrities. Naturally we enjoyed the attention, but really? I was embarrassed at first, because nobody believed that we could have gotten down without the help of the entire town. I had been out on that ledge many times prior. I KNEW I could have gotten down. My words, of course, fell on deaf ears.

    56   So at the celebration Friday night for John George,  I shared that story with the guy years younger than I, who clearly had similar things happen to him. The entire night went like that, and we talked of our love of San Bruno, and being wet beneath the blue suburban skies, in summer, meanwhile back...

    57   And all of us had gone to Meadows. And all of us would NEVER drink out of the middle spout on the water fountain. And we ALL knew of Cooties, of course. And of Fudge bars, orange juice bars, and the best, Klondike bars during recess.

    58   And we ALL cruised around San Bruno in high school, doing the American Graffiti thing, cruising the hills of Crestmoor trying to flirt with girls, listening to crickets on rare warm summer nights, and even taking bets to crawl across highway 280 when it was first built.

    59   So San Bruno is in my ears and in my eyes. So is Millbrae, its sister city.

    60   I'll share more, if you're interested, but meanwhile, if you went to a school called Meadows in your childhood, just holla.

    61   Because your childhood may have had a lot of the same stuff as did mine, as did those younger guys with whom we chatted, and as have so many others, in so many other towns. It's your neighborhood, and where all the monstrous and courteous occurrences of childhood rise wistfully in a puffy cloud of nostalgia.

    62    And I guess I've gone a little long here, but I thought maybe a quick story like this could show us all that what happened on Thursday night in San Bruno could happen to any of us, anytime, anywhere.

    63   The amazing thing is that we all stood in a kitchen putting a human face onto the San Bruno fires. We all used to cruise around that entire area. We all went to Capuchino High School, which was closed that very day due to the devastation of the fire. It was our childhood. It was all of our childhoods.

    64    In many ways, six adults standing around in a kitchen in Daly City made sense the day after the San Bruno tragedy.
     
    65   It was a sigh, a laugh, and very many moments wondering how those people made it through the frightening explosions, and watching their town, our town, burst into flames.
     
    66   As I drove home that night, I took 280, as I have a million times before. I kept thinking about San Bruno, and how I would pass it soon. The memories of the laughs in the kitchen made me smile, and before I knew it, I had passed San Bruno without even noticing. I saw no flames, no fire engines or anything. It was simply dark. I looked at the Larkspur Avenue turnoff that led to home, and smiled.Already San Bruno is returning to normal. It was simply dark, with a few street lamps peering through the hills and trees.
     
    67   Years ago a I managed to crawl across this freeway with friends, just so we could say we could do it. It was brand new, and nobody had any idea it was even around.
     
    68    Stuff like that. Anyway, I need to get out of here. This was fun.
     
    69    Live life.
     
    70    Love life.
     
    71    Peace.
     

     
    ~H~


     

     

     

     
     
    Here are some places you might wish to visit in order to help the victims
    of the San Bruno Fire. Please help. More to come.





       
     

     

    How to help

    Red Cross officials said that people who wish to donate time, money or supplies should visit redcrossbayarea.org or call (888) 443-5722 to donate money or get further information.

    Donations can also be made to the Salvation Army's "San Bruno Fire Recovery" fund. Donors may give via www.salvationarmyusa.org, (800) 725-2769.

    Clothing and furniture donations can be made at Salvation Army Family Thrift Stores. In San Francisco: 1500 Valencia (at Cesar Chavez) and 3921 Geary Blvd. (at Fourth); South San Francisco: 1170 S. Mission Road and 409 South Spruce Ave. (in parking lot); San Bruno: 300 El Camino Real; Daly City: 3 Serramonte Center (in Serramonte Center parking lot).

    California Volunteers will help connect people who want to donate their services to the appropriate organization at californiavolunteers.org.

    Silicon Valley Community Foundation has created a fund that will donate to nonprofit organizations that help the families in the impacted area. The San Bruno Fire Fund will match gifts of up to $100,000. Go to www.siliconvalleycf.org and click on "Donate Now."

    E-mail Will Kane at wkane@sfchronicle.com.

    This article appeared on page A - 8 of the San Francisco Chronicle

     

     

     

     

     

     








     

     


     

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    Here are some places you might wish to visit in order to help the victims of the San Bruno Fire. Please help. More to come.





     

     

    How to help

    Red Cross officials said that people who wish to donate time, money or supplies should visit redcrossbayarea.org or call (888) 443-5722 to donate money or get further information.

    Donations can also be made to the Salvation Army's "San Bruno Fire Recovery" fund. Donors may give via www.salvationarmyusa.org, (800) 725-2769.

    Clothing and furniture donations can be made at Salvation Army Family Thrift Stores. In San Francisco: 1500 Valencia (at Cesar Chavez) and 3921 Geary Blvd. (at Fourth); South San Francisco: 1170 S. Mission Road and 409 South Spruce Ave. (in parking lot); San Bruno: 300 El Camino Real; Daly City: 3 Serramonte Center (in Serramonte Center parking lot).

    California Volunteers will help connect people who want to donate their services to the appropriate organization at californiavolunteers.org.

    Silicon Valley Community Foundation has created a fund that will donate to nonprofit organizations that help the families in the impacted area. The San Bruno Fire Fund will match gifts of up to $100,000. Go to www.siliconvalleycf.org and click on "Donate Now."

    E-mail Will Kane at wkane@sfchronicle.com.

    This article appeared on page A - 8 of the San Francisco Chronicle

     
     
     
     
     

     

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    How to help

    Red Cross officials said that people who wish to donate time, money or supplies should visit redcrossbayarea.org or call (888) 443-5722 to donate money or get further information.

    Donations can also be made to the Salvation Army's "San Bruno Fire Recovery" fund. Donors may give via www.salvationarmyusa.org, (800) 725-2769.

    Clothing and furniture donations can be made at Salvation Army Family Thrift Stores. In San Francisco: 1500 Valencia (at Cesar Chavez) and 3921 Geary Blvd. (at Fourth); South San Francisco: 1170 S. Mission Road and 409 South Spruce Ave. (in parking lot); San Bruno: 300 El Camino Real; Daly City: 3 Serramonte Center (in Serramonte Center parking lot).

    California Volunteers will help connect people who want to donate their services to the appropriate organization at californiavolunteers.org.

    Silicon Valley Community Foundation has created a fund that will donate to nonprofit organizations that help the families in the impacted area. The San Bruno Fire Fund will match gifts of up to $100,000. Go to www.siliconvalleycf.org and click on "Donate Now."

    E-mail Will Kane at wkane@sfchronicle.com.

    This article appeared on page A - 8 of the San Francisco Chronicle

    Read more: http://www.sfgate.com/cgi-bin/article.cgi?f=/c/a/2010/09/11/MN6K1FBTE0.DTL#ixzz0zFZht6Wv

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    How to help

    Red Cross officials said that people who wish to donate time, money or supplies should visit redcrossbayarea.org or call (888) 443-5722 to donate money or get further information.

    Donations can also be made to the Salvation Army's "San Bruno Fire Recovery" fund. Donors may give via www.salvationarmyusa.org, (800) 725-2769.

    Clothing and furniture donations can be made at Salvation Army Family Thrift Stores. In San Francisco: 1500 Valencia (at Cesar Chavez) and 3921 Geary Blvd. (at Fourth); South San Francisco: 1170 S. Mission Road and 409 South Spruce Ave. (in parking lot); San Bruno: 300 El Camino Real; Daly City: 3 Serramonte Center (in Serramonte Center parking lot).

    California Volunteers will help connect people who want to donate their services to the appropriate organization at californiavolunteers.org.

    Silicon Valley Community Foundation has created a fund that will donate to nonprofit organizations that help the families in the impacted area. The San Bruno Fire Fund will match gifts of up to $100,000. Go to www.siliconvalleycf.org and click on "Donate Now."

    E-mail Will Kane at wkane@sfchronicle.com.

    This article appeared on page A - 8 of the San Francisco Chronicle

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  • Search for bodies in deadly San Bruno PG&E gas line explosion ends

    By Sandra Gonzales, Mike Rosenberg and Sean Maher

    Bay Area News Group

    Posted: 09/10/2010 06:47:41 PM PDT

    Updated: 09/11/2010 06:34:39 AM PDT



    Fire reaches into the San Bruno sky Thursday night.

     

    In the tragic aftermath of one of the worst disasters in PG&E's history, the death toll in the huge fireball that torched a San Bruno hillside community climbed to four Friday as fire crews finished their search for bodies in the smoking rubble and scrutiny intensified on what caused Thursday's natural gas line explosion.

    The wide swath of destruction turned Crestmoor Canyon into a moonscape with collapsed homes -- 37 destroyed and eight seriously damaged -- burned eucalyptus trees and a massive water-filled crater marking the site of the explosion -- 50 feet wide and 40 feet deep.

    "The fire burned everything -- it's down to the ground in some places," San Bruno Fire Chief Dennis Haag said. "It's pretty amazing. I've been in this service for 31 years. I've never seen anything like it. It's devastating."

    Along with horrific images, stories began to emerge of the heroic, the dead and the injured, many still trying to reach loved ones and wondering whether their homes still stood.

    Among the dead were Jessica Morales, 20, Jacqueline Greig, 44, and her daughter, Janessa Greig, 13, all of San Bruno, according to the San Mateo County coroner. Also feared dead is Elizabeth Torres, 81.

    In a horrible coincidence, one of the victims, Greig, was a longtime analyst at the California Public Utilities Commission, the very agency that regulates PG&E. The PUC notified its staff on Friday of her death in an e-mail. She was also a member of the natural gas committee on the National Association of State Utility Consumer Advocates.

    Torres, who lived a few doors from the blast site on Claremont Drive, had been waiting Thursday for PG&E to visit her home to light her gas stove, which had not been working. Two of her daughters were at the home when the explosion destroyed Torres' house.

    The daughters are in the burn unit at St. Francis Hospital in San Francisco, according to Bill Arnold of Petaluma, whose wife, Sandy, was injured in the blast.

    A mother of nine, Torres had her hip replaced twice and walked with a cane, but tell her "you were going to a casino and she'd be with you in the driveway," Arnold said.

    On Morales' Facebook page, friends posted memories of a "strong" young woman, yet expressed shock that she was gone. Her boyfriend, Joseph Ruigomez, 20, was at St. Francis Memorial Hospital in San Francisco on Friday suffering from second and third degree burns, one of 52 injured in the fire, including eight in critical condition.

    After flames filled his home Thursday night, Ruigomez ran to a neighbor's house and collapsed on the lawn.

    "Joseph ran out of there fast when he heard the noise," said his uncle Robert Ruigomez of

    San Bruno, who was waiting at the hospital with the family on Friday. Even though he was burned, he ran back into the house for his girlfriend. "By then, the house was engulfed."

    The search for victims intensified at daylight Friday as teams with 12 cadaver dogs combed through Crestmoor Canyon, with the fire all but contained.

    Thus far, the National Transportation Safety Board is leading the investigation into the cause of the Thursday night explosion and fire, while the California Public Utilities Commission is heading up the state investigation.

    Authorities are looking into the insulation of the pipeline, its pressure and what safeguards were in place, if any. The investigation is expected to take up to 18 months.

    PG&E

    President Chris Johns said crews worked through the night to make sure the area was safe and that all gas was removed from the line that ruptured and related lines. He said the pipe that ruptured was 30 inches in diameter and about 40 to 50 years old.

    "We haven't been able to get close enough to the actual source to be able to determine exactly why this happened, but we are trying to do that," he said.

    Johns said the company also continues to look into reports about residents smelling gas last week.

    Haag said because it's a complex system, it took 60 to 90 minutes to shut off the gas after the explosion occurred about 6:15 p.m.

    The most seriously damaged areas were the 1600 and 1700 blocks of Claremont Drive, the 900 block of Glenview Drive, the 1700 block of Earl Avenue, the 1100 block of Fairmont Drive and the 2700 block of Concord Way.

    Officials offered their own grim assessment of the destruction, and even President Barack Obama called to offer his condolences to Lt. Gov. Abel Maldonado, who declared the scene a state of emergency and signed an executive order giving aid to victims.

    "This is a horrific tragedy," said Maldonado, who is acting governor while Arnold Schwarzenegger is in Asia. "Our hearts go out to those impacted by this horrible disaster. Without warning, many of these people's lives have been changed forever."

    San Bruno Mayor Jim Ruane somberly addressed the community Friday. "The sun is shining over there, but there is still a dark cloud hanging over the city," he said.

    Officials said residents may be able to return to their homes as early as today.

    Jean Fraser, San Mateo County Health Systems chief, said 15 of those injured were taken by ambulance to nearby hospitals, including four sent to the burn center to Bothin Burn Center at St. Francis Memorial in San Francisco. Thirty seven other injured people arrived at hospitals on their own.

    Doctors, meanwhile, worked through the night, treating victims who ranged in age from their 20s to 50s.

    Dr. Michael Kulick said all of the victims were sedated and on breathing machines. The most urgent concern, he said, is to prevent infection. In coming days, the patients will be undergoing skin grafts.

    He said it could take a year or two for the victims to fully recover and that doctors will have a better idea of long-term prognoses later in the weekend.

    Haag praised the joint effort of state and local firefighters. "As devastating as this was, it could have been so much worse," he said, noting that four firefighters who suffered from smoke inhalation had already been released from the hospital.

    U.S. Rep. Jackie Speier, D-Hillsborough, who toured the site Friday, called it "a very serious crisis." She said her office is seeking aid from the Federal Emergency Management Agency and asking that the site be declared a national state of emergency. Her staff said that weighing in the balance is the number of homes that were damaged or destroyed and how many homeowners were uninsured.

    If FEMA aid is granted, she said residents would benefit from an array of services, from housing to medical care to small business loans. Speier also asked for all state insurance companies to create a desk at the evacuation site and begin helping residents file insurance claims.

    Meanwhile, all eight schools in the San Bruno Park Elementary District closed Friday. District leaders are checking to see if the schools sustained any possible damage from the large fire and assessing whether classes can resume Monday.

    At Capuchino High, the mood was somber. "Everyone is concerned about their friend or neighbor," San Mateo Union Board President Dave Pine said. "There are a lot of upset kids trying to process this terrible tragedy."

    Many victims of the blast remained visibly shaken.

    Roger Ugaitafa, 39, said his 87-year-old grandmother was badly hurt when her house caught fire.

    "She's in the hospital now, with burns on 20 percent of her body," he said. "They have her on a big breathing machine. She's 87 years old, so there are complications."

    He remained hopeful for her recovery. As for her home, he said, "It's wasted, gone."

    Bay Area News Group staff writers Linda Goldston, Sean Maher, Mark Gomez, Tracy Seipel, Lisa M. Krieger, Diana Samuels and Bonnie Eslinger contributed to this report.




  • "I heard a big whooshing sound and there was a boom. Stuff started hitting the house and then it got yellow outside, and then it got real warm."

          

    The Daily News

    1   Those words came from a retired San Bruno Fire Battalion chief named Bob Hensel. According to this morning's Merc News, Hensel had to evacuate his house, leaving his two cats. He moved fast, with enough time to look and see his wife's car bumpers melting.

    2    I had already written much of today's DN when I turned on the teeeveee only to see that an area right next to where I grew up literally exploded.

    3    It was clearly bizarre seeing a map of the area with such familiar streets as Sneath Land and San Bruno Avenue.

    4    The fire was different than other fires in that there were huge balls of fire and heat scattered in different areas. The stories abounded of people being unable to get out front doors, running up hills with flames licking at their necks. Some of the flames reportedly reached up to 60 feet in the air.

    5   I looked and wondered about old people, pets, children, and all of the residents in a very familiar community.  I prayed for their safety. I also thought of how absolutely devastating that a fire that was so terribly strange could happen nearly anywhere, at any time, in any community.

    6   The cause was the explosion of a 30-inch gas main. I can't even imagine an explosion that devastating. There was no arson. There were no terrorists. There was no plane crash. It was a case of spontaneous combustion.

    7    Nearly every scene I see is an area that I recognize. All the street names are SO familiar. San Bruno. I have a baseball shirt that says San Bruno on the front and the number 24 on the back. I bought it at Salvation Army in San Bruno years ago because I have always loved the town; went to high school there.

    8    My former high school, Capuchino High School, is closed today, as are all the schools in the area. Capuchino is way down the hill and away from the fire.

    9    My Dad gets some of his medicine from the Bayhill Shopping Center.

    10  The outpouring in the community was immediate, as I would well imagine. They don't really need things, believe it or not. But donations can be made to the Red Cross, and can be earmarked to the San Bruno fire.

    11  I'm watching the teeeveee and the always awesome Millbrae Lion's Club has set up breakfast. They were always famous for having pancake breakfasts. They also sponsored my Little League team when I was a kid.

    12  Tough to watch. Ironically, I need to get up that way today to get to a funeral for a friend's father-in-law, so I'll be seeing a lot of guys I used to hang out with. It's going to be an emotional day, no matter what. I know it sounds a little strange, but a large part of me is crying inside for all the people in my community.

    13   Anyway, say prayers, and donate to the American Red Cross if you would like to help out.

    14   I'm going to move away from that right now because it is a bit overwhelming. I'm lucky that I can. So many thoughts and demons. So many nice memories too.

    15   San Bruno was sort of like my personal Penny Lane. Always will be. Fortunately it wasn't thousands of houses, but still.

    16   Penny Lane.

    17   Moving on, Part the First: As much as I enjoyed the Giants' game last night, I was pretty surprised that they didn't interrupt the game to let people watching know about the explosion. That is an entire community of rabid Giants' fans, and it would have been nice for somebody to have let us know.

    18   But I was going to get away from the fire and explosion for a while.

    19   Speaking of the Giants, I know it's too early to predict, because this team is SO inconsistent, but they are starting to look like the real deal. Both San Diego, who dominated us all year, and Atlanta, always obnoxious, are "trending down", and if you were a "trending up" "trending down" sort, then the Giants definitely seem to be trending up.

    20   It's funny because when I was up Tahoe a few months ago, my brother-in-law Chris came out to the pool with a gambling sheet that had baseball odds, things like the odds of the Giants to make the playoffs, to win their division, things like that. The one bet that sounded awesome was the odds of the Giants WINNING the world series. It was 20-to-1.

    21   I almost NEVER gamble, but I must say I was tempted to throw a hundred-dollar bill down on that one. I told Chris that if I spend it now, I won't miss it if they don't get there, and IF the Giants somehow get hot and make a move, they could possible shut down other teams with their pitching, and if we acquired a few bats (which we did), we might actually be a dark horse to win it all.

    22   For a guy who doesn't gamble, I sure seem to be able to talk the talk.

    23   But as a non-gambler, I can't imagine throwing money around when more often than not, we lose when we gamble. I'm not a moralist or anything, but that's just how I personally feel about gambling. I personally just like to keep my money. I had some really bad experiences gambling when I first turned 21, which was just a few years ago, so naturally, it still hurts.

    24   I lost a roll of quarters in about six seconds, and lost like forty dollars within about five minutes. This was back-in-the-day when I was a starving student. I sat on a stool with my mouth hanging down, just staring at how stupid that was. It just SEEMED so cool to go into a casino with all those lights and buzzers and whistles and make my fortune.

    25   I got slapped down pretty quickly.

    26   Still...I must say I came REALLY close to laying down a hundred dollars on the Giants' 20-1 chance of winning the World Series.

    27   I'm already addicted to this awesome baseball season, and lived and died on every pitch this summer. If I throw money into the mix, I would probably scream at restaurants that are playing some other cheesy sport instead of the Giants' game.

    28   Last year, when Jonathan Sanchez threw his no-hitter, I was out of town, and scrambled into a bar. It had ONE teeeveee, and some football game was on. I KNEW that night that he was going to do it, because he was SO on. I finally wound up in a hotel room watching it on a nice teeveee and was able to enjoy that amazing feat.

    29   I don't know if Chris made the bet, but I'm starting to think about looking up the odds.

    30  Wow. They're talking to the San Bruno Fire Chief, and it's a guy I know! He started talking and got all choked up.

    31   Well, they're all talking about the town, and the people, and there are lots of tears, but lots of bravery.

    32   Penny Lane is in my ears, and in my eyes.

    33   Think I'd better go now.

    34    Pray for the people of San Bruno.



    35    Gottago.

    36    Peace.

    ~H~


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    1   Sometimes, I dunno. Sometimes I actually feel inferior to idiots.

    2   I'm sorry, did I use the politically-incorrect "idiots"?

    3   Anyway, take sunglasses, for example. Sometimes I go into Lucky's or Safeway, and see guys hunting for vegetables, but they are still wearing their sunglasses, as if the sun is still shining on the vegetables. Jersey Shore, right?

    4    It always trips me out when I see people doing that, because it is quite clear to me that they are COMPLETELY removed from reality.


    5    And somehow, I ALWAYS think that they have a certain coolness, because I've tried it.

    6    Dude.

    7    I've tried it. I've tried shopping in a supermarket while wearing sunglasses.

    8    It really can't be done. You NEED to see prices, tiny markings, warnings, and all the rest.

    9    And since I have to wear reading glasses even at my young age, I have to at some point take OFF my sunglasses and put my reading glasses on so that I could see which product gives the best deal.

    10   Goofy.

    11  I am thoroughly convinced that those people who walk into supermarkets and emerge sucessfully even though they wear sunglasses the entire shopping trip, that those people are actually talented, in a dumb guy sorta way:



    12  How they manage to navigate through bananas, apples, bags of apples, and NOT get ripped off is a miracle to me.

    13   In part I feel inferior to them. I absolutely have to see the prices so I can compare and be somewhat resourceful, especially in the age of the diminishing dollar.

    14   Fortunately, I sometimes do this: I put my reading glasses OVER my sunglasses, so I look like John Lennon being frivolous, or some such thing. I always think of this picture of Lennon wearing around five pairs of glasses.

    15   I did that the other day, put my reading glasses over my sunglasses, and realized that a bag of Fuji apples at Lucky's cost $8.99.  I rested assured that Sunglass Boy would have just seen that they were Fuji's and would toss them into his cart without blinking.

    16   I instantly put them back, but when I shifted, my reading glasses crashed to the floor of the fruit section.

    17   Mortified that I was no longer as cool as Sunglass Boy, I grabbed them and swiftly swished them into my left shirt pocket. Close one.

    19   I'm always amazed also at guys who can wear sunglasses backwards on their heads, and they always seem to fit like a glove. They're usually bald guys presumably on steroids, because their heads always look like someone blew them up with an air pump, and that they somehow worked out with their heads.

    20   Anyway, their sunglasses NEVER fall off their heads. If I tried that, they'd slide off and hit the floor. No worries; I'd never even attempt that feat.

    22   Yesterday I wore this straw sorta western straw hat to the store. I always do my gardening in it cuz it is just a perfect old hat, and goes well with a shovel and a pick.

    23   I brought sunglasses just because it's been so sunny. Well, yesterday was gloomy and overcast, but I'm pretty much a creature of habit. It's just that my sunglasses didn't fit on my hat, so once in the store, I didn't really know what to do with them. I put them around my neck, but TWICE the fell back into the cart.

    24   I thought to myself, "What would an idiot do?"

    25    I wound up wearing them around my neck. As I went through the line, all was pretty cool. I hoped nobody would notice my sunglass necklace. As I looked about, I noticed instantly that nearly everybody walking around was oblivious. I checked out, started out the store, and my sunglasses fell and caught on the neck of my shirt.

    26   I quickly tried to throw them into the bag, but they caught up on the receipt.

    27   As I said earlier, goofy.

    28   Literally. I felt like I was in a cartoon. Goofy Goes Shopping.

    29   I finally tipped them into the bag, and decided it was ridiculous to have ever brought them anyway, since there was a marine layer lying heavily all over Sannozay yesterday.

    30   That was enough to shake a fellow up.

    31    On the way home, the car next to me came bumping up with some really loud music. The car was amusingly small, but I looked over, because I always like to take a gander at what an idiot looks like.

    32   For one thing, the guy was monstrous. Wife beater, thick arms, huge grips on the wheel.

    33    Dark sunglasses. In fact, I think they were tinted.

    34   California cool

    35   It crossed my mind that as idiotic as that guy came across, I still felt he was clearly cooler than I was.

    36    Ah, vell. I put my groceries down and started looking through them to see what sorts of things I bought in my neurosis. Chicken. Parmesan. Salad makings.

    37   Sunglasses.

    38   Laughs.

    39   I wound up making a pretty nice Chicken Parmesan with a side of shades, and thought I'd try to alleviate the mugginess. Had a cold drink and finally rested, pondering all this about why and how I had come to feel inferior to all the stupidity I see on a daily basis.

    40   There are no answers.

    41   The world used to worship intelligence, humor, manners, and old movies.

    42   We've now gone Jersey Shore.

    43    I'm goin' back to sleep.

    44    Wake me up when September ends, willya?

    45    Peace.

    ~H~






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