15 All I ate yesterday was a coupla apples, so by 6 p.m. I was a tad hungry. But it was too hot even to consider eating anything. Eventually I microwaved some food, but by 7 p.m. I just conked out from heat exhaustion.
16 I woke up around four times to try to write the DN, but I guess everything had sort of caught up with me, and I kept caving to exhaustion.
17 I WAY wanted to get out in the yard and finish up all the detailing of an entire Summer of Creation, but simply couldn't do it. I wanted to grade some papers, to check some emails, and to do all other sort of normal nonsense.
18 I honestly think that everything I've been through for the past ten years all caught up with me last night. I was that exhausted!
19 Dude, that's a boatload.
20 Torture.
21 It wasn't 'til around midnight that I was finally able to awaken and write today's DN.
22 I wasn't bummed out or anything, just absolutely at the mercy of the heat and all.
23 For instance, I have worked and worked and worked on the yard all summer, and my deadline for finishing is Friday afternoon. TONS left to do, miles to go before I sleep, and yet I simply couldn't move!
24 I guess there are times in life when reality sets in and lets us know when we've reached our limit. I never thought you could put limits on me dude, seriously.
25 I usually push past that, but yesterday trumped all of my usual stubbornness when life tries to stop me.
26 I didn't feel bad, I just knew that last night I was simply done, at least for the night.
27 Whew.
28 I even knew I HAD to hit my DN deadline, but when I tried to do it, I conked out again. I eventually decided to give in to nature, and allow myself some rest.
29 Yeesh.
30 Anyway, I was able to pull myself together at midnight and polish this thing off. My other chores will have to be done in the next two days, but fortunately, the heat will have died down by then.
31 I feel pretty normal as I tack away at today's DN. In fact, at no point was I worried or anything.
32 It was just strange being unable to pull away from the oppression of it all. At no point was I depressed, or anything else. Just unable. Something was telling my body to slow down, to take a day off.
33 AnywayZ ...I guess no harm, no foul.
34 Getting sleepy, as a matter of fact. ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz...
35 I finally conked again, and wound up sleeping like a log last night. A hard day's night, indeed. I'm WAY refreshed this morning. Remember that the DN is written often at night and polished up in the morning, so if I was sleepy in item 34, I got in a bunch of sleep by item 35. Make sense? Perhaps those "Z" s will refresh your memory...
41 Time to make everything happen. I just needed a day. I'm tanned, rested, and ready! I feel I can take on the WORLD today!
42 ZZZZZZZZZZZzzzzzzzzzzz...
43 You have a great Thursday everybody.
44 Peace.
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