2 Yeah, the Sausage King.
3 He was also a country singer, actor, and entrepreneur.
4 So it goes, so it goes. Basically a one-hit wonder, Dean rose to fame in 1961 with the release of Big Bad John, the story of a mine disaster in which this huge guy saves all these miners, but in the process, dies. He also played second banana to Rowlf the Dog on The Muppet Show.
5 Well, so it goes, so it goes...
6 Moving on, Part the First: A large part of me wishes I had just made Friday my final DN. I got down to school, and wound up having one of the worst days ever!
7 Last-minute checks on my grades found some points didn't match up with the grades given, and I had swiftly to "double-check" a lot of things, which took forever. I also was to put a gradebook together and hand in, but had ALSO a stack of ESUHSD English benchmark tests to run through a computer in the English office. I had tried getting it done two weeks ago, but didn't have a password, and then the data base wasn't working anyway.
8 For WHATEVER reason, it was reading the papers but not processing any of them.
9 I called a gal in the District, and she walked me through a lot of it, but even after the quick training it STILL wasn't working. Each paper had to be nudged in, taking around fifteen seconds from beginning to end for each, and THEN they weren't processing.
10 I had actually been working to leave Friday at NOON. But all these setbacks kept me down there until around 5:30, and I STILL didn't finish. It was by far my WORST exit ever, even though it was also arguably my best semester teaching.
11 Just a bad day, and I had to get home to help get Caitlin moved up to Sacto on Saturday, all of which went smoothly. Turns out she's still going to be coming down to work a few days each week, so that is really nice.
12 It's just that the usual "soulful" final DN has turned into a cheap blog beginning with the Death of Jimmy Dean, which I may turn into a song,The Death of Jimmy Dean.
13 Moving on, Part the First: So the reflection on the year? After last year with Mom's passing, and my getting my CLAD certification and a significant raise, a lovelier year. I went in thinking it wouldn't touch last year, but in the end, it did.
14 I got a Facebook somewhere in August or September, which changed a few things in my life. For one thing, the DN started going out to the masses, not that it hadn't been, but the Facebook world brought me in touch with a LOT of people.
15 I wound up giving myself TWO, one for my family, and one for people with whom I have worked professionally, whether as colleagues or as alumni. Very nice, since I really don't think everybody should see me doing a cannonball into a resort pool.
16 Somewhere in October things turned really dark. My Dad started going to the hospital for all sorts of things, and other people in my life began getting serious illnesses, a pattern that has been happening for the past six years. I became seriously depressed, and insomniacal. It brought a LOT of last year back, and I got really disoriented. Began working out every single day to battle the depression, and had to work really hard to stay focused on school and on my classes. They became all-important to me.
17 By Christmas I began to snap out of it, but still had a lot of demons to fight. I didn't say a lot about it, because in polite society, you don't. At the start of the second semester, I became friends with a group of colleagues, and we started hanging out, and it all started to lighten. GREAT peeps! I became a lot more normal, and really started to see teaching as an art. Concurrently, my daughter Nicole was ALSO experiencing the art of teaching, so we got to share inspirations. She now has a weblog entitled Touched by a Rose <I TOLD you she'd write and publish before I ever tack down one key!>. Here's the link:
http://touchedbyarose.blogspot.com/?spref=fb
18 Sweet.
19 Somewhere around March I began going to the gym less and less <sorry!> but it had to do with: a) Hitting restaurants with friends, and b) grading and planning started becoming huge. Fortunately, I also began my series of Greek roots immersion/Shakespeare/projects/ the now immortal Cafe' Verona poetry readings, and finishing with both presentations of projects and the eternal Taming of the Shrew.
20 In the end, I KNEW that my students learned WAY more this year than my students did last year. It's a shame, because cutbacks will most definitely really hurt schools next year. The may go down as one of the best second semesters in my entire history of teaching.I had a blast at the end of the year.
21 The last month was absolutely electric, every single day! I did a series of poetry readings on microphones, played music, sang, and we had a ball toward the end. On the last day, several students gave me gifts, cards, thank-you notes, and letters. One of my best and brightest wrote this to me. It was on a green piece of paper with light yellow stars bordering it. It said it all:
Dear Mr. Harrington,
Wow! What a year it has been! It feels like just yesterday I was a nervous freshman on the first day of school, walking into my very first high school classroom -P207 for English 1A. I clearly remember the first day of class, when you introduced yourself briefly and then started us off immediately with a journal entry. Since then, the year has been a blur of vocabulary, Greek and Latin roots, Romeo and Juliet, ghost stories (Heidi!), horror movies, the Odyssey, interesting projects, hilarious skits, music, and poetry. Now it's nearly the last day of school, and here I am, looking back and wondering where the past year has gone. Amidst all this chaos, I realized that I never got a chance to tell you how much I enjoyed every minute of English class. Truly, I want to thank you for teaching me so much about writing, reading, acting, speaking, teaching, and about life in general.
When I first met you, I remember I was amazed at how nice your are. Throughout the year, my opinion of you has grown better and better. I think you have a very warm and humorous personality and I have always felt comfortable talking to you about anything at all.
< she mentions in here that she always wanted to teach English, but never felt she would not be patient nor creative enough, etc. Continuing...>
However, seeing people like you every day who love their job so much and make such a huge effort daily to teach kids who may not even care, people who approach teaching like it's a challenge and yet somehow make it seem like the most exciting career...seeing people like that really makes me want to follow my dream.
Thanks for a wonderful year, Mr. Harrington! I'm going to miss you...
Your Student,
<name withheld pending permission>
22 I don't think she knew all that I went through, because I took all my heart and soul and poured it into my teaching the entire second semester. It buried all the demons and hauntings from last year, and made me come alive. I saw other teachers burning out, and thought, "Why burn out when you could be a comet rocketing across the night sky?"
23 Okay, lousy analogy, because I guess comets burn out too. But you know what I mean.
24 Added to all this was the GRAND marriage proposal last month, and now Caitlin has gone. She is all smiles and looking forward to a beautiful life with a great guy.
25 She left Saturday afternoon, and it was suddenly quiet. I had that moment for reflection. Got a phone call right about when the Giants/A's were going to play. It was my sister. Dad had shortness of breath and had to go into the hospital again. He had fallen down earlier in the week, and was experiencing excruciating back pain, which could be connected to the bone cancer, or any number of a thousand other things he has weathered over the years.
26 And I have yet to go up to the Chill and finish checking out, turning in my gradebook running all those papers, turning in my keys, and blah blah blah.
27 That's where we now stand at this, the final Daily News of the 2009-2010 school year. Thuy Ann and Maggie both graduated this past weekend, TA from UCSD, and Maggie from UCLA. I stand proud of our superstars of '05.
28 And I look to the stars to give us all hope, and for a beautiful rest this summer.
29 You have a great one. Pray for Dad, pray for everyone in your lives who needs prayers. I will always look at the stars. I will always look how they shine for you.
30 May the Creator of the Universe watch over you and yours.
31 Lots of love.
32 The rest is silence.
33 Peace.
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