Month: May 2010

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    The Daily News


    1    Know how you have lousy dress days? Like, you just can’t find anything that works?

    2    I had wunna those yesterday.

    3    I put on some shirt, and then noticed that I some sorta dirt on it’s collar.

    4    I think it was from mowing the lawn. Hey, dirt settles, right?

    5    Then I remembered that I hadn’t mowed the lawn.

    6     The scary thing is, I thought I just had in the past few days.

    7     I actually DID on Monday night, in the dark yet!

    8     That’s funny that you do something so many times in life that you can’t even remember if you had done it recently or not.

    9     Or…you just might be going crazy, which begins the end of our madness theme for the week.

    10   ANYWAYZZZZZZZZ….

    11   Well, I certainly couldn’t wear that shirt, that’s for sure.

    12   So I dug through a whole bunch of other shirts, all of which seemed to big, too small, too loud, too flabby (the SHIRT dammit, not me!).

    13    My entire philosophy about fashion these days is that I don’t wish to look good, I just want to avoid looking bad. I’ve stated this on a number of occasions.

    14    So when people ask me my fashion “style”, I usually reply, “understated”.

    15    Gets the prissies and the plastics off my back.

    16     Allow me to re-focus, bitches.

    17     I love how everybody ends sentences with the word, “bitches”.

    18    It is SO the times. A bit harsh, but it’s just staying around, like a bad guest, I imagine. We are losing all hope of class as we plunge into the abyss.

    19    AnywayZ, I finally found a shirt that might keep me invisible, and in my enthusiasm, began buttoning it from the first button on the left side, and the third buttonhole on the right.

    20    Midway through, I noticed that my left side was getting progressively higher than my right side.

    21    So I undid it, and then tried to find the right match at the bottom of my shirt, you know, how you do?

    22    It was about then that I noticed that my shirt had a built-in TWO extra buttons hanging out at the bottom of the, like two stoned surfers hanging out on the sands of Maui.

    23   I knew instantly what had happened. I’m guessing you know too, since it has happened to, and I KNOW I read this statistic somewhere, 97.65% of most people in developed nations, including the Yemens.

    24   Even in my madness to get dressed and pressed and off to school, my frabjous mind STILL goofed on how many people on any given morning button their shirts with a four-inch height advantage to the left side of the shirt.

    25    If my knowledge of human nature holds true, I have to guess the statistics to be astromical, given the populations of most developed nations.

    26    Notice I don’t even figure IN the amount of people this must happen to in undeveloped nations.

    27    That would probably put the statistic over the top.

    28    Mileage.

    29    Moving on, Part the First:  I did lights once more for our music concert last night, and as always, EVERYONE delivered under the amazing tutelage of Maestro Steve Barnhill.

    30   Our Wind Ensemble absolutely brought a train right through theTheatre. They played this amazing number called Ghost Train.

    31   Nearly any song I’ve ever heard that has a train in it also mimics a train musically. This was the best of the batch, with sound effects coming out of nowhere, and chugging, bells, metal, and horns. What gave it its edge was that it wasn’t just a train, it was a ghost train.

    32    Astonishing.

    33   Moving on, Part the Second:  I got home in a state of absolute wonder at what I had just enjoyed, and realized that my work at school is nearly done. I don’t have many more lesson plans to do, vocab lists to write, stories to research, etc. I met many students’ parents last night, and I’m realizing how much I LOVE my classes this year. My garden is in, most people are healthy, and I think Spring sprung for me at some point last night!

    34   AND it’s payday to boot.

    35    I’ve never felt like I didn’t want the school year to end, but the past three weeks have been an absolute joy for both myself and for my students, beginning with the Cafe Verona, moving through nearly every poem in the book, sweet readings over microphones, skit/presentation planning, and in the past two days, incredible presentations by my students. And next week we begin The Taming of the Shrew, traditionally the Grand Finale to my year.

    36    I ran into our former principal Cari Vaeth last night, who told me that our English department has rocked the house for the past three years, often moving mountains. I’ve certainly seen tremendous growth in my students, especially my mainstream English 2′s. The honors sorts always move forward, but it was really nice to see my 2′s moving forward so gracefully. They did a puppet show of Twelfth Night that knocked my socks off.

    37   We have all been riding a spiritual springtime train, and it’s been all smiles at a time when everyone else seems stressed to the max.

    38   Ironically, yesterday somewhere around fourth period, I ran out of pencils. I had a huge box at the beginning of they year, and when some kid asked for a pass to the restroom, I couldn’t find a pencil to save my soul.

    39   And yesterday I had my classes return all their books, including two class sets.

    40   I looked up at the empty cabinet yesterday after school and stopped, as when one stops to smell the roses…

    41   I thought to myself of the little child’s end-of-the-year chant: “No more pencils, no more books…”

    42   I’ve decided to stay away from mirrors…

    43   Well, I posted that one on Facebook, but it got lost in items about food, partying, and Ying Yang. It’s all good. It amused me, but only slightly.

    44   Still, it was a moment.

    45   I don’t know, it must have been the roses.

    46   Have a WONDERFUL Memorial Day Weekend.

    47   It’s gonna be sunny, so go out and live life, and love life, willya?

    48   Peace.

    ~H~
     
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    Art Linkletter, 1912-2010
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    1    So…Art Linkletter walks into a bar…

    2    Art Linkletter was this teeveee host in the immortal 50′s and 60′s who used to ask the most innocent questions to little kids. 

    3    Among other things, he wrote a series of books about kids called Kids Say the Darndest Things.

    4    Whimsical, witty, and admired by millions, his best schtick was his ability to draw hiliarious comments from little kids. Here are a few gems from his first book:

    Quotes from Art Linkletter’s best-seller Kids Say the Darndest Things. Linkletter is the questioner.

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    Have you ever been in love?

    No, but I’ve been in like.

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    Any brothers or sisters?

    A 2-month-old brother.

    How does he behave?

    He cries all night.

    Why is that, do you think?

    He probably thinks he’s missing something on television.

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    (Little girl, asked about her pets): I used to have a duck but it ran away. Then I had a turtle, but my father stepped on it. Then I had three goldfish, but my sister put water softener in their bowl and they softened to death.

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    My father’s a schoolteacher.

    That’s a fine profession. Does he like it?

    He only has one thing to complain about.

    What’s that?

    The kids.

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    Any brothers or sisters?

    No.

    Would you like some?

    Sure, I’m lonesome.

    What does your mother say when you ask for one?

    She just groans.

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    What would you like to be?

    A stewardess.

    What if a plane was in danger over the Rocky Mountains?

    I’d put parachutes on everybody and if there wasn’t any parachutes I’d sew up sheets into parachutes real fast and put in extra pillows so if the sheets ripped on the way down, they could always land on the pillows.

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    What did your mommy tell you not to say?

    My mother told me not to tell any of the family secrets, like the time she dyed her hair blonde and it came out purple.

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    Did you see Santa this year?

    See him? I fixed him a bourbon and water.

    5    Art will be missed. Here’s a GREAT You Tube hosted by Bill Cosby. Enjoy!

     


     
    6     Absolutely engaging! Great stuff.
     
     7    Moving on, Part the First: So…can anyone explain to me how Crystal Bowersox is NOT the American Idol?
     
    8    I told you that stuff was probably rigged. People BET on American Idol.
     
    9    It isn’t like it has a commissioner, and rules to be ignored.

    10  Ah, vell. I won’t even go there, even though I just did.
    11  Time to move on.
     
    12   Moving on, Part the Second:  I see Obama has joined forces with Arizona in his sudden disdain for illegal immigrants. The more I see of this guy, the more his true colors start to emerge. How could he NOT see blatant racism happening in Arizona? When you set the precedent that it is okay to pull someone over because they are “of color”, or because some random law officer thinks you might be “illegal”, or a “drug-smuggler”, or a “terrorist”, you are condoning racism.
     
    13   I’m still holding my breath with the guy, but he has gone down, down, down in my eyes. His latest decision that essentially declares war on Mexico will be his downfall, and soon we will have our Repubz back.
     
    14   What a disappointment that guy is.

    15   A lunatic is indeed in the house.
     
    16   Moving on, Part the Second: Interestingly, at our teachers’ meeting yesterday, a teacher was telling us about a unit he does on Don Quixote de la Mancha, by Miguel Cervantes.
     
    17   It is the story of a man who goes insane from too much reading, and sees himself as a knight set out to save the world.
     
    18    I looked up, and just thought of how interesting it was that this week’s DN theme seems to keep coming back to lunacy and craziness, especially each time I see the racist moguls and greedy sorts continually controlling and ruining our planet. When I go on about it, I realize that anyone who steps up will often look like a raving lunatic. Normal people put on pleasantries and don’t tend to rant. I’m not sure how to approach getting the truth out there. So I usually return to niceties and pleasantries as well. It’s what normal people do.
     
    19    This is why at times, I feel like simply donning a bunch of scrap metal, hopping on a sway-backed horse, and heading out to right all wrongs, perhaps with a spaghetti pot on my head.
     
    20   Cartoon madness. And then if I truly am a real hero, slaying a dragon, or rescuing a fair damsel in distress.
     
    21    Dulcinea.
     
    22    I think I’m going to go out to the garage right now and see if I could shine up my armor, and then I’m going to ride into Spain to tilt at a few windmills.
     
    23    Enjoy your day. Join a good cause. Read, and learn.
     
    24    You guys rock.
     
    25    Peace.
     
     

    a a don quixote de la mancha

     
     
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    1   Wow.
     
    2    An entire 38-item 3-D HD DN vanished just now!
     
    3     It was pretty much about how much students tend to get off task this time of the year, and how they use class time to socialize and not get things they need to get done, well, done. It wasn’t really 3-D HD though. That was pure balderdash. I just wanted it to sound cool.
     
    4     It becomes a yearly battle for a lot of teachers, because we have to catch up with getting paperwork finished, books collected, and all sorts of other nonsense.
     
    5    At this point, we don’t want too much paperwork coming in, so we often have class projects going on. The students tend to sense this and see it as goof-off time.
     
    6    Teachers then get into several modes: some battle it with all they have, which annually takes a toll on their health.
     
    7     Some go crazy on their students, throwing out warnings and the fear of God.
     
    8     Some get revenge by giving F’s and screwing up GPA’s.
     
    9     I try to do a curious combination of all of those things, and walk calmly through the nonsense, maintaining a polite smile the entire time. Glance. Chat with groups. Stay calm. Nothing is real, and nothing to get hung about.
     
    10   This is an annual ritual. I give group projects. They MUST work in class on them. It is built into their grades. They STILL tend to get off task, even though grades are put in jeopardy.
     
    11   And so the ritual continues.
     
    12   I try not to sweat it, because the entire SCHOOL goes crazy this time of the year. The Seniors are already checked out, so everyone feels entitled to goofing off. I see teachers get irritated every single year. I see some of them go absolutely crazy/angry to the point of looniness.
     
    13   I just expect the students’ behaviors, and insist on quality. They must demonstrate an ability to remain on task during class, and they must have a presentation that teaches. It’s on them. If they see it as a “free” day, so be it. Their grade.
     
    14   Nothing is real.
     
    15   O, I had LOTS more today, some scathing things on lunatic teachers, some other scathing things on lazy students, and a whole bunch of nonsense, but it all vanished, as I said. And nothing to get hung about.
     
    16    Probably not altogether a bad thing.
     
    17    I decided to throw that picture of that strange class up at the top of the DN, because I think that’s exactly the kind of class some teachers expect this late in the year. It is actually what I see as I walk around the room like some abstract wraith that has just smoked a joint.
     
    18   It’s funny, ‘cuz I’ve seen it all over the years. Everybody on campus wants THEIR thing done, so we have sudden Code Red drills, benchmark tests, staff development things, and a general goofiness and insanity popping out of everywhere.
     
    19   And the students?
     
    20    That explains the top picture today. Disney/Sleepy. Sometimes Dopey.
     
    21   So the DN I spent all last night vanished without a trace this morning.
     
    22    Wish I could do that.
     
    23    I’d like to walk through it all, and then slowly vanish. 
     
    24    I hear a lark.
     
    25    It is time to walk calmly, and stay relaxed.
     
    26    I’ll let the rest of the universe go mad for a few weeks here. I’m on some sort of ride that lifts me above it all, like that ride that soars of California. I don’t even need to hang on; it just lifts me, and I travel dreamily through all of it.

    27   Zen and the Art of Ending a School Year.

    28   Lesson One.

    29   I’m invisible, and I prefer it.

    30   I think I’ll vanish now.

    31   <pop>

    32    Peace.
     
    a a strawberry 2 girl

     
     
     
     
     
     

     

     



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    1   Busy, busy, busy.

    2   One of my favorite titles for a musical is this: Stop the World, I Want to Get Off. It’s a Show by the Leslie Bricusse and Anthony Newley. When I got my very first directing gig years ago at Mills High School in Millbrae, California, the director for whom I was “subbing” had done a blockbuster job with that Show the year before I had arrived.



    3  His name was Allen Knight, and to this minute remains one of my theatrical heroes. When I first emerged as a fledgling teacher, it was a similar situation to what new teachers face today.

    4   Everywhere there were cutbacks, the very second I had received my credential. I applied for jobs here and there, but it was really sparse; jobs were extremely difficult to come by.

    5   AnywayZ…

    6   Allen had directed Stop the World… which I saw as an immediate challenge to my first Show. It was evidently one of the greatest Shows ever to hit the Mills’ stage.

    7    Mills was technically in my hometown of Millbrae, and was the rival high school to my own, Capuchino High School, more in San Bruno than in Millbrae, and thus, a tougher exterior and image. You WANTED to be from Bruno, baby. You had streets.

    8    I had actually enjoyed several of Allen’s productions a few years earlier, including perhaps my favorite high school production EVER, How to Succeed in Business Without Really Trying, yet another GREAT title for a musical. My friend John and I saw opening night, were dazzled, and attended every single performance thereafter. We became Knight groupies.

    9   I even wrote an article about the production in OUR school paper. We had just finished an awesome version of Arsenic and Old Lace, but had abysmal attendance. I admonished our school for not supporting the arts, contrasting the sold-out run of Mills’ How to Succeed in order for the school to see the difference in a production that was supported. Two great Shows, but only one had the attendance. Such a difference, I thought.

    10  Anyway, I remember my earliest days directing having to measure up to Stop the World.

    11  I especially loved the title. At the time, it mirrored my early days of trying to become a teacher, and of trying to become a play director as well. I worked for practically nothing except the experience, something to put on a resume, and something that had already been a passion since my Mom first pulled me into a Theatre at around age nine. Later on, I would go to all the high school plays as a kid, loving all of it. Another Bricusse/Newley title comes to mind when I think about those days: The Roar of the Greasepaint, the Smell of the Crowd. Greasepaint was this amazing makeup that required a tube of greasy skin tone one would put all over the face, followed by powder. You needed cold cream to get it off. It literally felt like a mask when you were acting. I never liked the stuff, which probably explains why I toned down makeup in my own Shows later on.

    12   Someday I’ll do a special edition of the DN in which I roll out my personal recollections of Shows. I never really have because I don’t consider myself very important, or at least important enough to leave some sort of “memoirs”. Who’d care?

    13   On the other hand, I imagine that it might be of some interest to the students who went through so many of the productions. I also fear that inevitably, I would leave a major player out. I have vivid memories of most of the Shows, perhaps more than a lot of people who flew through them.

    14   Moving on, Part the First: Interestingly, I ran into my selfsame friend John  at the Giants/A’s’ game on Saturday. We chatted for a bit, and then he told me about mutual acquaintances who have gone nuts. I thought it was a dark topic, since he mentioned three different people. It was sort of disturbing, in a very odd way.

    15   Hey, that’s just John. He always had a bit of a dark sense of humor. I used to be a vendor at all the huge sporting events, rock shows, baseball games, football games, you name it. I stopped just a few years ago, the last time the Giants played the Yankees, in fact. Two of the people who John claimed were going crazy were vendors still working the circuit. The other was a friend of his family’s.



    16   Naturally, I saw visions of myself going mad someday. Easy to perceive, given the fact that I pretty much know exactly what is going on in the world. I just choose to look to the young for spirit and hope. This old world needs a LOT of love, and the only place I’m seeing that remotely happening is in the eyes of the extremely elderly, and in the eyes of the young. Everyone in between is pretty tainted, to be honest.

    17   Thank goodness for everyone who isn’t generationally consistent with me, and I put twenty years on each side of that, lol!  <—–lauging out loud, or lots of love, depending on your passion.

    18   Ah, yeesh.

    19   I never have felt that I would ever go “crazy”, even though I’m in a profession that could proffer such a fate. I used to rant a lot about people not paying attention to how our government lies, and how it continues to lie, but that would be about as deep as I would go. Anyone with that vision and study is made to look like a raving lunatic. That’s why you won’t hear me go with it too often anymore.

    20   When I was younger, it drove me crazy that people couldn’t or wouldn’t bother reading about any of it. I read mountains of books, cross-referencing all sides of issues, making absolutely sure that I could measure everything fairly. It led me into a labyrinthian maze of lies, half-truths, and lots of whole truths, the likes of which are pretty scary. I also liked reading and knowing lots more than a lot of other people. I liked knowing how spies work, and was always fascinated with how they operated.

    21   But that’s just me.

    22   When I talked with John, it made me think of what would happen if I ever did go loony.

    23   Sorry, that’s a pretty insensitive word.

    24   I don’t fear it any time soon, because I’m loving life a lot right now. The people John pointed out to me always had a loose rattle of bolts to begin with, so it didn’t surprise me. Still, if any profession could cause something like that, certainly teaching could. It takes a lot of steel to survive in the profession. Those of us who came out with a love of the game managed to ride it, and those of us who came out still loving it after all these years are truly blessed.

    25   So yes, the world has been spinning pretty frantically lately, what with Caitlin’s engagement, Nicole’s emergence as a teacher, my Dad’s various ailments, and the end of the school year coming up sooner than I actually want.

    26   I still have tons to do, and miles to go before I sleep.

    27   And miles to go before I sleep.

    28    Yeesh.

    29    Mondays are always good. I’m probably one of the rare people who knows how to get through most Mondays.

    30    You just stop the world for a day, and get off.

    31    Fly high, and stay mellow.

    32    Peace.

     

     
     
     
     
     

     

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    Caitlin and Nicole Harrington
    The Daily News
    1   Happy Frideeeeeeeeeyeah!!!!!

    2   The first news coming in is from me old friend and confidante Evelyn. I am honored to request that we all enjoy a film competition that her husband, Christian, has entered, the likes of which involve film, and art.

    3   Christian is a filmmaker extraordinaire. He recently entered a film contest sponsored by Artsopolis and San Jose 48-Hour Film Project.
     
    4   Christian has paired up with a local artist, and his challenge is to create a 30-90 second video about the artist. He had one month, literally, the month of April to complete the task.
     
    5   I’d like publicly to support Christian. You may view his work on the link below, and then vote. Christian encourages you all to look at as many of the videos as possible, but in my eyes, he should get your support.
     
    6   You may vote once, or your vote won’t count.
     
    7   Here’s the link. Christian’s is the third one down. If you click the title, you can watch it huge on YouTube.
     
     
    8   Good luck to you, my fellow artiste.You are not only a goodly friend, but an accompished filmmaker to boot.

    9   It’s Frideeee, and I can’t even tellya.

    10  I have SO much goin’ on that I’m almost afraid to share.

    11  So I won’t.

    12  I’ll just buy time ’til I could run out the clock.

    13  Yeesh.

    14  Ever feel that way?

    15  Thank goodness for Beth Kilduff, who is keeping all of us informed as to how many school days there are left.

    16   I guess there is one thing that made me laugh, but it would require explanation.

    17   I had one of the best lessons EVER goin’, and somewhere a songbird from my class just said, “Mitchell”.

    18   I stopped immediately, because there is this Mystery Science Theatre 3000 deal that my family has watched at least three times that took on this horrible one-star detective v. drug dealers film called Mitchell.

    19   Caitlin brought it home about a week ago, and we never laughed harder.

    20   You have to see it to believe it; it is truly a work of absolute art.

    21    But then the entire MST series was pretty hilarious.

    22    Just rent it, sight unseen, and have a hundred people over.

    23    Ahhhhhyoumightgetityoumightnot.

    24   Moving on, Part the First: Today marks a major day in the life of my daughter Nicole.  Today she graduates from the Elementary Education Department, and in my eyes, today marks the day that she is officially a teacher. It is technically the San Jose State University TE Collaborative Teaching Credential Program’s Convocation, for the record. It means my daughter is a teacher to me. She always has been; they just had to catch up with her.

    25   I have watched her teach since she was a little girl, playing school, teaching young dancers how to dance, working in schools, teaching at various schools, and now, she walks proudly with the greats. It has been her lifelong dream, despite all the ridiculous roads they put in front of new teachers. She has not lost the dream, and I think she is dazzling.

    26   She is younger, brighter, more organized, and more passionate than I could ever hope to be. To say I am proud of her would be an understatement. As of 4:00 this afternoon, she will walk.

    27   Congratulations Coley. This is your big moment. Smile so big that it rains.

    28   Even God gets choked up every now and again. He saw your struggles, and also saw your inspiration. We got to see the admiring looks in your students’ eyes.

    29   Great day.

    30   Moving on, Part the Second:  And that ain’t all. Last week my daughter Caitlin became engaged. We celebrated all last weekend, looked up wedding places, dresses, and all the rest all week, and TOMORROW is her birthday! We’re hitting the Giants v. A’s game at the Coliseum, and we shall go in full orange and black regalia. That’s always a jinx, of course, so A’s fans might look forward to our arrival. But we’ll still represent.

    31   So today: vote for Christian.

    32   And a special
    Congrats to Nicoley on this fine afternoon.

    33   And a happy, happy birthday to Caitlin.

    34   Wild week.

    35   You all enjoy your Frideeeeee!!!! I sure will!!!!

    36   Peace.

    ~H~


     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     

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    The Daily News
    1   I realized yesterday that students nowadays have NO idea of what a typewriter is.

    2   Who’s feelin’ old?

     
    3    Naturally, when I described all the intricacies of typewriting, they laughed. Clacky keys, dinging bells at the end of every line, blotchy mistakes, inky fingers. If you’ve ever had the pleasure, then you know. The entire concept of carbon copies was almost lost on them. Thank God for coastal antique stores.
     
    4    <sigh> I love my students. They just get it. They loved that the past came to them on the wings of light dust, as musty and wonderful as age itself. I felt like an antique with a voice. My eyes smiled, and so did the room.
     
    5    I had the few students who had typed on a real typewriter describe the arms going up to hit the roller, the keys getting crisscrossed, the ding at the end of every line, the lining up of the paper paper, and the musty, oily smell of writing, all of which made writers of us all.
     
    6    I asked them how many had ever even worked on a typewriter. In each class the result was this: one.
     
    7    “Charming,” I smiled again. This time it came with creases.
     
    8    Typewriters. Age-blue royalty, with torn, loose ribbons.

    9     I recall being younger, and of knowing the oil-slick wonder of hearing real journalists clicking and clacking away. Ribbons torn, and endless interesting writing from real writers and journalists, some of whom I grew up with, and with whom I even sipped an occasional whiskey or three. The absolute liberation of enjoying fragments.

    10   I am lucky to have been born of an age where intelligence was revered, and writing a gift of magic and exploding stars.

    11   Misty wonders. Fragments. Evanescence. And then nothing.

     
    12   My good friend and confidant Brian Daley, for example, had parents who wrote for the San Francisco Chronicle and the San Francisco Examiner.
     
    13   Brian’s Mom, Adeline, had a daily piece called simply “Coffee Break”. She wrote it for years. When I was young, I sat with her at parties, and she talked frankly about writing, journalism, and Manhattans, a drink that defined the Great Generation.
     
    14   Brian’s Dad, Walt, was a sports writer for the Examiner, and his main beat was the early days of the Oakland Raiders. He covered them with heart, and there were times when Brian and I would hit a Raiders’ game, only to get home late because Walt was finishing up his interviews and articles on the team.
     
    15    They had fabulous parties, in which the great players of the game, both Niners and Raiders, would be at their home en masse.
     
    16    I never thought about it. I just liked them because they both were real, intelligent, and genuine.
     
    17    Amazingly wonderful. Walt reminded me of Spencer Tracy, and Adeline reminded me only of Adeline, because she was simply that remarkable, and charming.
     
    18   Ah, our young years. The entire Daley family amused me with their love and fun.
     
    19   Brian was always my best friend. He now contributes some wonderful pieces to the San Francisco Examiner’s website. His focus is a piece he writes letting us know what is coming up on cable networks. I love that Brian is doing this, because he writes with a flair that clearly defines a generation that knew how.
     
    20   You want to learn anything about what is happening, you need to start enjoying what this older generation is trying to pass off to you.
     
    21   Here is a link to Brian’s latest. It is about classic rocker Chubby Checker, and his famous song called The Twist:
     
     
    22   Ah, Brian, you are still the veddy best there is, my goodly friend.
     
    23    Moving on, Part the First:  It is with some degree of disdain that I need to announce that I will no longer be teaching the honors kids at EV.
     
    24    Our English meeting yesterday saw that some teachers were enjoying all the benefits of teaching the “gifted”. I would be one such fellow. The department agreed that we had to give everyone else a turn at doing this.
     
    25    As fate would have it, my years of teaching the more challenging classes had little impact on the department, so next year I will be back teaching the students who are in need of “support”.
     
    26   As a team player, I agreed to teach a class that has “needs”, as though the bright students don’t.
     
    27   I volunteered, but with a bit of a forced hand.
     
    28   Happens.
     
    29   At YB, they did the same thing, and I wound up being the guy who could relate and inspire the less motivated. Unfortunately, YB wound up leaving me there, because other teachers simply couldn’t deal with those sorts of classes.  I eventually stopped going to English meetings over there. 
     
    30   I embraced those kids, giving it all I could, but really, I could relate to them on a very real level.
     
    31   Fine, of course, because I always felt I was a team player.
     
    32   But the past four years teaching the best and the brightest brought a new and exciting challenge to my career as a teacher.
     
    33   I ALWAYS thought that YB blew it not allowing me to motivate and enjoy the brighter lights. I was pigeon-holed, which in my eyes kept literally thousands of students from enjoying some of the things I could bring to the table.
     
    34   One of the main reasons I left YB was that very issue. I had put in my time with the student’s who had challenges. I was ready to go into my final years of teaching working with the more advanced and intellectual students. I’m not trying to say that the other students didn’t “deserve” me, but that I had put in my time, and helped many struggling students find their places. I was without honors students for well over twenty years. That’s fair. 
     
    35   But after years and years of that, I felt that the brighter students deserved what I had to offer.
     
    36    Yesterday’s meeting ended all of that.
     
    37    Am I upset?
     
    38    To a degree. But I also know that the struggling students need a person who knows their needs, their struggles, and their hopes of achieving.
     
    39    Will it be a challenge? Undoubtedly.
     
    40     But you can’t fight fate sometimes. So next year, I will again be re-aquainted with the strugglers, the outcasts, and the kids who need not only a teacher, but a mentor.
     
    41     Life throws this sort of stuff at you. Perhaps it becomes the greatness that is thrust on us all.
     
    42     I’m upset on many levels, but I’m also excited to face this challenge and to support those students with all my heart.
     
    43     I just thought I’d be able to ride my last few years without the challenges and the difficulties of that sort of reality. The other teachers couldn’t wait to escape the headaches and heartache that teaching the students who are struggling and unmotivated would bring.They clamored to get away from it. I understood, but really?
     
    44   They also lost all focus of the rewards that inspiring those students could bring.
     
    45    So I’m ready for the challenge, and in many ways, excited.
     
    46    They need H. That’s me. H. It’s what I do. It’s what I always have done.
     
    47     I enjoyed Heaven for a brief stint.
     
    48     And I don’t see any challenge in education as Hell. I see it as an adjustment, and a reward. Maybe those students need a guy like me. Maybe I could bring them a little Heaven. I’m ready to bring it.
     
    50     Thanks EV. It has been a great ride, truly. I look forward to the challenges of next year.
     
    51     But really? Right when I’ve finally hit my stride, it’s all going to go elsewhere.
     
    52     It isn’t about me, though, is it.
     
    53     It’s about stepping up and making those students the best they could possibly be.
     
    54    I’m down.
     
    55    Yeesh. I hope to light the light in every one of them.
     
    56    ‘Cuz that’s who I am, I imagine.
     
    57    Peace.

    ~H~

     

     

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  • The Daily News
    1   Sharks. Really?

    2   It is sometimes SO hard to be a Bay Area sports’ fan.

    3   When does the madness end?

    4   Yeesh.

    5    Signs-of-the-Times, Part the First:  Well, I started today’s DN during school YESTERDAY. I had found this great Associated Press article about a man who tried trading his kid for beer.

    6    It actually happened. I had the AP feed earlier, so here’s the skinny:

    CHICOPEE, Mass. — Authorities say a Massachusetts man offered to give his 3-month-old daughter to a maintenance man outside a gas station convenience store in exchange for a pair of 40-ounce beers.

    Chicopee police say 24-year-old Matthew Brace of Northampton made the offer on Monday. The maintenance man called police, who found Brace hiding with the girl behind a trash container.

    State child welfare officials took the baby into custody.

    Police say Brace was not arrested but will be summoned to court to face a charge of reckless endangerment of a child. A phone number for him could not immediately be found.

    The child’s mother was in the store at the time buying cigarettes. She has not been charged.

    7   I understand he also wanted to trade his 2-year old daughter for a bag of Cheetos, but my sources on that one are a bit hazy.

    8  Hey, when you’re thirsty, youre thirsty.

    9   Signs-of-the Times, Part the Second:  Looks like my old buddy Arlen “Single-Bullet Theory” Specter has finally been voted out of office. The “Democratic” senator from Pennsylvania for the past five terms lost a bid for a sixth term to Rep. Joe Sestak on Tuesday. Specter, a lifelong Republican who suddenly turned into a Democrat last year, was the co-author of the infamous Single-Bullet Theory in the assassination of President John F. Kennedy “back-in-the-day”. He also headed a committee that investigated the government’s listening in on our cell phones a couple of years ago.

    10  Naturally, this cockroach found little evidence that the government listened in on our phone calls at all.

    11   His “successor”, Rep. Joe Sestak, is a lifelong Navy guy. The CIA is made up of thousands of guys from Naval Intelligence.

    12   The co-author of the infamous Single-Bullet Theory was then Representative Gerald Ford. Both served on the Warren Commission, the official government investigative body that concluded one crazy guy killed JFK. You needed one magic bullet to damage two people in order to keep the number of gunshots down to three. More gunshots would clearly mean a second gunman, and a second gunman would mean a conspiracy, and a possible investigation into our own government. Gerald Ford would later become the President of the United States.

    13    Yup.

    14     One of Specter’s final ad campaigns featured our beloved President Barry O saying, “I love Arlen Specter.”

    15     If that one doesn’t scare you, then you’re made of better stuff than I.

    16     How we just sit here and accept this stuff is beyond me. Specter clearly backed the infamous Warren Report, and his and Ford’s theory did much to steer the investigation into Kennedy’s murder WAY away from a conspiracy. Had a true investigation taken place, the President’s body wouldn’t have been flown out of Dallas, the autopsy reports wouldn’t have been burned, the President’s brain wouldn’t have disappeared, and many, many famous people would have been rounded up and arrested.

    17    Most people nowadays have no idea how blatantly huge that lie was, and how it allowed a Caesaresque overthrow of our government, an overthrow that exists clearly to this very day, in every walk of life.  They murdered our President, and then boldly took power. The evidence is not only overwhelming, but outrageous. The Bush family has all sorts of ties to that horrid moment in our history, and now we suddenly have our current President saying that he “loves” one of the conspirators.

    18    I spent years researching that incident, and teaching students about it. I’m proud that I did, because while some may have looked at it as the rantings of a madman, I saw it just the opposite. My research was meticulously measured, and carefully analyzed before I put it before students. I saw to it that I looked at all sides of the issues, and as time moved on, saw the truth clearly will out.

    19   The tough part was the government’s propaganda machine making anyone who would look seriously into this stuff look like a raving lunatic.  Well…maybe. You don’t have to go too deep into the case to see that the entire thing was a fabrication and cover-up, which makes it that much more insidious, because LOTS of very famous people were in on the subsequent cover-up. It’s nothing new. Just read Julius Caesar, for example.

    20   So the guy who steers the country away from any serious investigation has finally been voted out. Gerald Ford, amazingly, went on to be hand-chosen by Richard Nixon when Nixon resigned due to corruption during the entire Watergate affair, which clearly had JFK murder implications. Ford chose George H.W. Bush to be his Director of Central Intelligence shortly thereafter. The Bush family has strong ties not only to the assassination, but to the Nazi party as well. Read about Prescott Bush. You don’t have to go any further than your computer to see the facts.

    21   The rest is history. Ford also chose Nelson Rockefeller to be his Vice President. Money. Oil. Ford. Rockefeller. Greed. Texas oil.

    22    So…JFK gets his head blown off in Dallas. Arlen Specter and Gerald Ford are selected to be on the government investigating committee. They concoct the idiotic single-bullet theory, pulling all suspicion of an inside job off the case, and implicating one crazy guy with having done the crime of the century. Most people bought it.

    23    Then Vice-President Lyndon Baines Johnson, who hated the Kennedy’s, is sworn in on Air Force One, with JFK’s warm corpse on board headed for a Naval base for the autopsy. A picture of Johnson getting a wink from then Congressman Albert Thomas is chilling. Here is the picture. Notice Jackie Kennedy in the foreground, still wearing her blood-stained coat. It’s right out of Julius Caesar:


    The infamous “wink”.

    24    LBJ decided not to run in 1968, prompting a battle that ended with JFK’s brother Bobby being murdered, and Richard Nixon being elected. Nixon was the guy in charge of the infamous (notice how many times that word has appeared in today’s DN? It is by design.) Bay of Pigs invasion, a failed attempt by the CIA, Mafia, and anti-Castro Cubans to invade Cuba and overthrow Fidel Castro. Nixon watched over that entire event, and event that had many JFK murder suspects involved, many of whom also popped up in the Watergate scandal. JFK witheld air support when he learned of the invasion, causing the deaths of many anti-Castro Cubans, and pissing off both the Mob and the CIA, both of whom were in bed with one another.

    25    Nixon chose Ford as his VP when his then VP Spiro Agnew had to step down due to yet another scandal. Ford became President when Nixon resigned due to scandal, and brought both Rockefeller and Bush to his team.

    26    Jimmy Carter came out of nowhere and became President because everybody wanted to clean house. Carter was scandalized by his inability to handle a hostage situation involving Americans kidnapped in Iran, and Reagan won the election by a slim margin. Right after Reagan was elected, the hostages in Iran were released. Bush did the negotiating on that one, making certain that the American hostages in Iran remained there until after election day, which of course, everyone denied happened. History shows it did. Carter looked weak, just enough for Reagan to get into office.

    27   The rest is silence. Bush became Vice-President, and then President, but anyone who thinks Reagan ran things is living in a fantasy world. Reagan was a professional actor. Bush called all the shots, literally.

    28   Eventually Bush left, Clinton came in, was scandalized by blowjobs, and George W. Bush ascended to the throne.

    29   And now we have Obama, the “let’s clean house” guy who recently supported the firing of 87 teachers, and who just recently said, “I love Arlen Specter”.

    30   Welcome to the New World Order, a term coined by George H.W. Bush, but that was borrowed from another famous orator: Adolph Hitler.

    31   Will America ever wake up? Probably not. That’s why I stopped ranting years ago. Nobody ever listened, and they’re not listening still.

    32   Perhaps they never will.

    33   I will leave this planet someday knowing that I at least tried to get the truth out there.

    34   It was sure nice of my generation to ignore all this and to call anyone who researched it a “madman”, or a “lunatic”.  Such is the stuff of propaganda. It is pretty carefully crafted, and brainwashing goes pretty much undetected by the brainwashed.

    35   The irony is that people like myself and Al Russell, who also has researched this stuff meticulously, are looked at askance by people who never bothered opening a book about this stuff. I’ve read hundreds, as has Al. We both read both “sides” of the issue, and it didn’t take long to see through all this boushit.

    36    There’s a great book you can still get online, and it is called They Thought They Were Free by one Milton Mayer. Mayer’s book is filled with stories by people who lived in Germany during the rise of Nazism. It has fascinating parallels to America in 2010. That the Bush family has direct historical connections with the Nazi party has always been interesting to me. I’ll save that one for another time. Meanwhile, here is an excerpt from Mayer’s fascinating book. It might sound familiar:




    An excerpt from

    They Thought They Were Free

    The Germans, 1933-45

    Milton Mayer

    But Then It Was Too Late

    “What no one seemed to notice,” said a colleague of mine, a philologist, “was the ever widening gap, after 1933, between the government and the people. Just think how very wide this gap was to begin with, here in Germany. And it became always wider. You know, it doesn’t make people close to their government to be told that this is a people’s government, a true democracy, or to be enrolled in civilian defense, or even to vote. All this has little, really nothing, to do with knowing one is governing.

    “What happened here was the gradual habituation of the people, little by little, to being governed by surprise; to receiving decisions deliberated in secret; to believing that the situation was so complicated that the government had to act on information which the people could not understand, or so dangerous that, even if the people could not understand it, it could not be released because of national security. And their sense of identification with Hitler, their trust in him, made it easier to widen this gap and reassured those who would otherwise have worried about it.

    “This separation of government from people, this widening of the gap, took place so gradually and so insensibly, each step disguised (perhaps not even intentionally) as a temporary emergency measure or associated with true patriotic allegiance or with real social purposes. And all the crises and reforms (real reforms, too) so occupied the people that they did not see the slow motion underneath, of the whole process of government growing remoter and remoter.

    “You will understand me when I say that my Middle High German was my life. It was all I cared about. I was a scholar, a specialist. Then, suddenly, I was plunged into all the new activity, as the university was drawn into the new situation; meetings, conferences, interviews, ceremonies, and, above all, papers to be filled out, reports, bibliographies, lists, questionnaires. And on top of that were the demands in the community, the things in which one had to, was ‘expected to’ participate that had not been there or had not been important before. It was all rigmarole, of course, but it consumed all one’s energies, coming on top of the work one really wanted to do. You can see how easy it was, then, not to think about fundamental things. One had no time.”

    “Those,” I said, “are the words of my friend the baker. ‘One had no time to think. There was so much going on.’”

    “Your friend the baker was right,” said my colleague. “The dictatorship, and the whole process of its coming into being, was above all diverting. It provided an excuse not to think for people who did not want to think anyway. I do not speak of your ‘little men,’ your baker and so on; I speak of my colleagues and myself, learned men, mind you. Most of us did not want to think about fundamental things and never had. There was no need to. Nazism gave us some dreadful, fundamental things to think about—we were decent people—and kept us so busy with continuous changes and ‘crises’ and so fascinated, yes, fascinated, by the machinations of the ‘national enemies,’ without and within, that we had no time to think about these dreadful things that were growing, little by little, all around us. Unconsciously, I suppose, we were grateful. Who wants to think?

    “To live in this process is absolutely not to be able to notice it—please try to believe me—unless one has a much greater degree of political awareness, acuity, than most of us had ever had occasion to develop. Each step was so small, so inconsequential, so well explained or, on occasion, ‘regretted,’ that, unless one were detached from the whole process from the beginning, unless one understood what the whole thing was in principle, what all these ‘little measures’ that no ‘patriotic German’ could resent must some day lead to, one no more saw it developing from day to day than a farmer in his field sees the corn growing. One day it is over his head.

    “How is this to be avoided, among ordinary men, even highly educated ordinary men? Frankly, I do not know. I do not see, even now. Many, many times since it all happened I have pondered that pair of great maxims, Principiis obsta and Finem respice—‘Resist the beginnings’ and ‘Consider the end.’ But one must foresee the end in order to resist, or even see, the beginnings. One must foresee the end clearly and certainly and how is this to be done, by ordinary men or even by extraordinary men? Things might have. And everyone counts on that might.

    “Your ‘little men,’ your Nazi friends, were not against National Socialism in principle. Men like me, who were, are the greater offenders, not because we knew better (that would be too much to say) but because we sensed better. Pastor Niemöller spoke for the thousands and thousands of men like me when he spoke (too modestly of himself) and said that, when the Nazis attacked the Communists, he was a little uneasy, but, after all, he was not a Communist, and so he did nothing; and then they attacked the Socialists, and he was a little uneasier, but, still, he was not a Socialist, and he did nothing; and then the schools, the press, the Jews, and so on, and he was always uneasier, but still he did nothing. And then they attacked the Church, and he was a Churchman, and he did something—but then it was too late.”

    “Yes,” I said.

    “You see,” my colleague went on, “one doesn’t see exactly where or how to move. Believe me, this is true. Each act, each occasion, is worse than the last, but only a little worse. You wait for the next and the next. You wait for one great shocking occasion, thinking that others, when such a shock comes, will join with you in resisting somehow. You don’t want to act, or even talk, alone; you don’t want to ‘go out of your way to make trouble.’ Why not?—Well, you are not in the habit of doing it. And it is not just fear, fear of standing alone, that restrains you; it is also genuine uncertainty.

    “Uncertainty is a very important factor, and, instead of decreasing as time goes on, it grows. Outside, in the streets, in the general community, ‘everyone’ is happy. One hears no protest, and certainly sees none. You know, in France or Italy there would be slogans against the government painted on walls and fences; in Germany, outside the great cities, perhaps, there is not even this. In the university community, in your own community, you speak privately to your colleagues, some of whom certainly feel as you do; but what do they say? They say, ‘It’s not so bad’ or ‘You’re seeing things’ or ‘You’re an alarmist.’

    “And you are an alarmist. You are saying that this must lead to this, and you can’t prove it. These are the beginnings, yes; but how do you know for sure when you don’t know the end, and how do you know, or even surmise, the end? On the one hand, your enemies, the law, the regime, the Party, intimidate you. On the other, your colleagues pooh-pooh you as pessimistic or even neurotic. You are left with your close friends, who are, naturally, people who have always thought as you have.

    “But your friends are fewer now. Some have drifted off somewhere or submerged themselves in their work. You no longer see as many as you did at meetings or gatherings. Informal groups become smaller; attendance drops off in little organizations, and the organizations themselves wither. Now, in small gatherings of your oldest friends, you feel that you are talking to yourselves, that you are isolated from the reality of things. This weakens your confidence still further and serves as a further deterrent to—to what? It is clearer all the time that, if you are going to do anything, you must make an occasion to do it, and then you are obviously a troublemaker. So you wait, and you wait.

    “But the one great shocking occasion, when tens or hundreds or thousands will join with you, never comes. That’s the difficulty. If the last and worst act of the whole regime had come immediately after the first and smallest, thousands, yes, millions would have been sufficiently shocked—if, let us say, the gassing of the Jews in ’43 had come immediately after the ‘German Firm’ stickers on the windows of non-Jewish shops in ’33. But of course this isn’t the way it happens. In between come all the hundreds of little steps, some of them imperceptible, each of them preparing you not to be shocked by the next. Step C is not so much worse than Step B, and, if you did not make a stand at Step B, why should you at Step C? And so on to Step D.

    “And one day, too late, your principles, if you were ever sensible of them, all rush in upon you. The burden of self-deception has grown too heavy, and some minor incident, in my case my little boy, hardly more than a baby, saying ‘Jewish swine,’ collapses it all at once, and you see that everything, everything, has changed and changed completely under your nose. The world you live in—your nation, your people—is not the world you were born in at all. The forms are all there, all untouched, all reassuring, the houses, the shops, the jobs, the mealtimes, the visits, the concerts, the cinema, the holidays. But the spirit, which you never noticed because you made the lifelong mistake of identifying it with the forms, is changed. Now you live in a world of hate and fear, and the people who hate and fear do not even know it themselves; when everyone is transformed, no one is transformed. Now you live in a system which rules without responsibility even to God. The system itself could not have intended this in the beginning, but in order to sustain itself it was compelled to go all the way.

    “You have gone almost all the way yourself. Life is a continuing process, a flow, not a succession of acts and events at all. It has flowed to a new level, carrying you with it, without any effort on your part. On this new level you live, you have been living more comfortably every day, with new morals, new principles. You have accepted things you would not have accepted five years ago, a year ago, things that your father, even in Germany, could not have imagined.

    “Suddenly it all comes down, all at once. You see what you are, what you have done, or, more accurately, what you haven’t done (for that was all that was required of most of us: that we do nothing). You remember those early meetings of your department in the university when, if one had stood, others would have stood, perhaps, but no one stood. A small matter, a matter of hiring this man or that, and you hired this one rather than that. You remember everything now, and your heart breaks. Too late. You are compromised beyond repair.

    “What then? You must then shoot yourself. A few did. Or ‘adjust’ your principles. Many tried, and some, I suppose, succeeded; not I, however. Or learn to live the rest of your life with your shame. This last is the nearest there is, under the circumstances, to heroism: shame. Many Germans became this poor kind of hero, many more, I think, than the world knows or cares to know.”

    I said nothing. I thought of nothing to say.

    “I can tell you,” my colleague went on, “of a man in Leipzig, a judge. He was not a Nazi, except nominally, but he certainly wasn’t an anti-Nazi. He was just—a judge. In ’42 or ’43, early ’43, I think it was, a Jew was tried before him in a case involving, but only incidentally, relations with an ‘Aryan’ woman. This was ‘race injury,’ something the Party was especially anxious to punish. In the case at bar, however, the judge had the power to convict the man of a ‘nonracial’ offense and send him to an ordinary prison for a very long term, thus saving him from Party ‘processing’ which would have meant concentration camp or, more probably, deportation and death. But the man was innocent of the ‘nonracial’ charge, in the judge’s opinion, and so, as an honorable judge, he acquitted him. Of course, the Party seized the Jew as soon as he left the courtroom.”

    “And the judge?”

    “Yes, the judge. He could not get the case off his conscience—a case, mind you, in which he had acquitted an innocent man. He thought that he should have convicted him and saved him from the Party, but how could he have convicted an innocent man? The thing preyed on him more and more, and he had to talk about it, first to his family, then to his friends, and then to acquaintances. (That’s how I heard about it.) After the ’44 Putsch they arrested him. After that, I don’t know.”

    I said nothing.

    “Once the war began,” my colleague continued, “resistance, protest, criticism, complaint, all carried with them a multiplied likelihood of the greatest punishment. Mere lack of enthusiasm, or failure to show it in public, was ‘defeatism.’ You assumed that there were lists of those who would be ‘dealt with’ later, after the victory. Goebbels was very clever here, too. He continually promised a ‘victory orgy’ to ‘take care of’ those who thought that their ‘treasonable attitude’ had escaped notice. And he meant it; that was not just propaganda. And that was enough to put an end to all uncertainty.

    “Once the war began, the government could do anything ‘necessary’ to win it; so it was with the ‘final solution of the Jewish problem,’ which the Nazis always talked about but never dared undertake, not even the Nazis, until war and its ‘necessities’ gave them the knowledge that they could get away with it. The people abroad who thought that war against Hitler would help the Jews were wrong. And the people in Germany who, once the war had begun, still thought of complaining, protesting, resisting, were betting on Germany’s losing the war. It was a long bet. Not many made it.”

    Copyright notice: Excerpt from pages 166-73 of They Thought They Were Free: The Germans, 1933-45 by Milton Mayer, published by the University of Chicago Press. ©1955, 1966 by the University of Chicago. All rights reserved. This text may be used and shared in accordance with the fair-use provisions of U.S. copyright law, and it may be archived and redistributed in electronic form, provided that this entire notice, including copyright information, is carried and provided that the University of Chicago Press is notified and no fee is charged for access. Archiving, redistribution, or republication of this text on other terms, in any medium, requires the consent of the University of Chicago Press. (Footnotes and other references included in the book may have been removed from this online version of the text.)


    37   Interesting how all of this stemmed from the stepping down of Arlen Specter.

    38    I’ve brought all of this up numerous times over the years, but have realized that most people don’t want to leave their comfort zones, nor even to think about the world we are creating for our children, and for our children’s children.

    39    Yesterday I was blessed to see a tiny baby in my house. She is the daughter of one of my daughter’s friends.

    40     A lot of this stuff came to mind as I looked at the tiny nose, little feet, and little fingers moving and stretching in afternoon serenity.

    41    I also thought that it is time for an entire new generation to wake up. My own generation simply pretended this stuff wasn’t happening, and in their ignorance, helped to allow things to get out of hand. No longer do we have a news media keeping watch; our system of checks and balances is way out of kilter, and absolutely nobody wishes to start any form of investigation, nor accountability for the rampant corruption that controls our thoughts, our lives, our bank accounts, and ultimately, our destinies.

    42   I seldom write about this because for one thing, I know I will always look like a raving madman rather than a learned pseudo-intellectual, and for another thing, I never know how to bow out of this gracefully.

    43   I think today I just will. Someone will think me a lunatic. Someone else will consider my knowledge and years of meticulous research. Somewhere in between, perhaps, the truth lies.

    44   The truth lies. I’ll leave it at that.

    44   Peace.


    ~H~

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  • The Daily News

    1   Only shooting stars…

    2    What a great Monday.

    3    Hey RACHAEL, helllllllllllllp!!!!

    4    Haha!

    5    I ain’t explainin’ that one. The hint, if there is such a thing, is this: who’s gettin’ married around here?

    6    El Directore in me is already planning some shady stuff, lemme tellya.

    7    What fun, I tellya.

    8     It’s like a WHOLE buncha people be watchin’!

    9     And our joy gonna be doin’ it, doin’ it.

    10   Oops. Got my eeeeeeside goin’ on.

    11   That’s the fun of having been a teacher who had arugably THE most diversified club on the YB campus. Uh, nah. Excuse you? Drama be about everybahdy, beotches!

    12   Yeesh. I gotsta tone it down some.

    13    Happens.

    14    Sorry. It’s the coffeeeeee talkin’!  = )  <—–sideways smiley guy.

    15    You simply shouldn’t try writing at the end of a long day, especially at the end of a long Monday.

    16    You come up with the weirdest stuff, I tellya.

    17    So how y’all doin’? I think I finally came down from the coffee high.

    18    I don’t even drink that much coffee.

    19    That might explain it then.

    20    So it looks like we’re down to about seventeen days of school left, six of which are for projects and movies, and three more of which are for finals.

    21    It’s funny, because I keep thinking that I have tons more to teach, yet the year is winding down like a tired old clock.

    22    The weather is a bit deceiving as well, because it keeps things moving along like it’s mid-March or something, but really?

    23    This school year is nearly over.

    24    It’s actually been an enjoyable year. I’ve great classes, and a great school.

    25    The only thing that is bothersome is the cutbacks and layoffs. Outrageous stuff in a state that DOES have money.

    26    Moving on, Part the First: It’s sort of strange how this time of the year I tend to lose track of what’s going on in the world. I’m trying like mad to plan classes and to keep up with all the paperwork and stuff.

    27    This means I’m staying down at the school ’til six or seven at night each night, just trying to keep organized. Meanwhile, the world keeps turning. I get my news from sound bytes here and there, which is just about as good as the true news anyway, since it’s all boushit.

    28   Yesterday, for instance, I heard on the radio that some school somewhere fired all 87 of its teachers, with the absolute approval of Obama. WTH? I lost all respect for Obama on that one.

    29   The entire “fire ‘em all” mentality is SO ridiculously insulting. I’m staying down at my own school for hours on end, and then grading papers, planning lessons, updating my credential, taking classes, and doing everything on Earth to improve as a teacher, and some clown comes along saying that every single teacher is fired?

    30   Wake up call, folks. It isn’t the teachers. Period. And there is no easy solution to the challenges in education, but most of the people in the profession are pretty professional, and are trying as hard as they can to make things better.

    31   So Obama plays the political “blame” card. He also uses scapegoating as a political panacea. Nice to know next time I vote.

    32   Dude. Let me set you straight.

    33   If loving parents put an emphasis on reading and education, we would have the strongest educational system on the planet. It’s about that simple. Yes, we have some lousy teachers, but the vast majority of teachers give their hearts and souls to the profession. For some idiotic superintendent to blindly fire every single teacher is an act of political tyranny, and a slap in the face to people who give all they can to the profession. Anyone remember that moron who gave out 900 pink slips a few years ago? She thought she was infallible. I publicly called her on her boushit. She is no longer with us. I am still with us. And that’s the way it goes. So you listening, Obama?

    34  For the President of the United States to back that mentality shows that he has a degree of imbecile in him. Firing every single person? What is THAT about? Talk about throwing out the baby with the bathwater. Yeesh. Way to research, kind sir.

    35  I’m no saint, and I certainly don’t believe I rank up there with the best teachers around, but every single day I give everything I can to the classroom. I didn’t always, especially this time of the year, but in the past two years I’ve stepped up my game, and have even been excited about trying to turn teaching into an art.

    36  I tried to imagine what it must have been like for similar teachers giving all they have, only to have some bombastic moron suddenly pink-slip every single teacher, to give a “wake-up call”. Maybe they should think about tripling the taxes on the parents whose kids fail because of their inability to show their children the importance of intelligence and learning.

    37   Okay, okay, so that’s a little harsh. But the point is the issues in education are much more complex than all of that, and making an entire staff of teachers the scapegoats shows ignorance beyond anything I’ve ever seen, and our President BACKED the decision. Obama, bad, bad, bad, kind sir. One of the stupidest things you’ve done, and I’ve had your back this entire time. But you ain’t getting away with what you did, sir, even if it is popular these days to dump on teachers. I’m not going to stand there and listen to that, and neither should any other teachers. We jump through hoops for people, and our President brushes those efforts off in such a callous and idiotic fashion? Shame on you, Barry O!

    38   Well, I suppose I heard all of it in a sound byte, but really,  parents need to put education WAY up there in their priorities. Many of my current students are fortunate enough to have parents who do, and guess what? They are succeeding. It has little to do with how well I teach, or even how poorly. They succeed because their parents care. THAT’S the key to all of it. Period. I’ll go toe-to-toe with you on that.

    39   Okay. I’ll get off my soapbox. Whew.

    40    It’s Tuesday of a good week.

    41     I think I’ll catch some much-needed sleep.

    42     Read to a child today. Let them see the joy in reading.

    43    Baby steps. I’m calming down. Word of honor; I’m calm now.

    44     I love you all, everything.

    45     Have an AWESOME Tuesday, and GO SHARKS!!!!

    46      Peace.

    ~H~

      



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    1    My baby is getting married!

    2    I have known this for a little while, but kept it somewhat secret.

    3    The proposal:  Helene and Nicole worked a CIA op with Caitlin’s
    fianc
    é, Josh. He told K.T. that he was going white-water rafting this weekend with friends, and that he couldn’t come down for her “birthday” party this past weekend.

    4    Meanwhile, they arranged with The Grill, the amazing restaurant immediately next to the Fairmont downtown, to allow Josh to wait in the kitchen while Caitlin and her friends celebrated her birthday with a limo ride downtown, followed by dessert at The Grill.

    5   Everything was covered. Her friend Shannon flew up from Los Angeles, and surprised her at around 4 p.m. Caitlin was convinced that Shannon was the evening’s surprise, and almost killed Shanny with a HUGE hug when she arrived.

    6    Within no time, a whole buncha Caitlin’s friends arrived, all dressed up and purty. They celebrated with champagne and wine, and we had food, fun, and music for them when they arrived.

    7    At first, I was a little concerned that the screaming, laughing, and noise would land us all in jail, but they were SO sweet! GREAT friends, those.

    8    The limo arrived on schedule at 9:30, and they all went out of their minds with screaming, jokes and giggles. As me old friend and confidante Gigi once put it, it was time for “shits and giggles”. The expression came from some Austin Powers’ movie or other. Ha, shits and giggles. Gotta love it.

    9    Anywho, they poured into the limo and took off for downtown.

    10   I had been slowly changing from a T-shirt and Cargo shorts to a coat, tie, and WAY swell hat. Helene and I instantly hopped in the TOOOOOONDRA and headed downtown.

    11   We arrived at The Grill right on schedule, noticing that all the girls were in a back room ordering desserts. We had a beeline view, but figured they couldn’t really see us, nor would they really have looked our way anyway. We sat incognito, a pair of clandestine spies, to be sure.

    12    Think about it. If you’re in a back room in a restaurant, the rest of the restaurant turns invisible, with you focusing on the people immediately around you. Dudes. It’s a party, right? Who looks forty feet away?

    13   So we explained to the crew who we were and why we were there. They were terrific, and into the entire spy op.

    14   Within minutes, Josh came walking in with two dozen long-stem red roses. It was a movie.

    15   He looked a bit lost, but I greeted him and ushered him to our table. Pure CIA.

    16   We proceeded to part two of “The Plan”. Helene and I  were to walk straight over to the table, with drinks in hand, and would surprise Caitlin and her posse. Diversionary slight-of-hand.

    17   Meanwhile, Josh stowed away in the kitchen, with roses and ring well in hand.

    18   Well, it worked.

    19   When we walked in, they all started cheering, and Caitlin was beside herself. I plucked a green apple from a huge fruit bowl on the way to the table,eyeballing it, and seeing it as a sort of symbolic Abbey Road gift to my beatuiful daughter. Caitlin has a street sign that says “Abbey Road” in her room, so it had this Beatlesesque feel to it.

    20   After that,  they all wanted us to pose for pics, and made funny and fun.

    21    In all the ruckus, Nicole’s boyfriend, Matt, slipped in and joined in on the fun.

    22    The place is romantic and beautiful, if you’ve never been there, and WAY helpful and cooperative. Go there and spend lots of money; it rocks.

    23    I saw Josh coming out of the kitchen right about then and said, “Caitlin, we have ONE more surprise for you!”

    24    She looked, turned, and instantly saw Josh! She screamed and hugged him with all the love that love could muster!

    25    Everybody started popping pictures, laughing, applauding, and all the rest.

    26    Within seconds, Josh got down on his knee, took out the ring, and said, “Caitlin… will you marry me?”

    27    Time stood still. The entire staff of The Grill stood watching and smiling, and the table next to us applauded.

    28     It was a night for the ages, that’s for sure! After everyone stopped laughing and loving, one of the  staff came up and told me that the table next to us bought the bride and groom two glasses of champagne!

    29    We all loved it, and words here aren’t even worthy of how wonderful it all was.

    30     We stepped out, leaving them to their desserts, and an entire evening traveling through downtown with a bar on wheels. They went dancing and clubbing, and living life, and loving life. It all just rocked.

    31    How do I describe it? Maybe someday in a poem. Not here. I can’t even explain the emotions and laughter.

    32    Amazing night, amazing weekend.

    33    To Josh and Caitlin: live life, love life. What a beginning! We love you guys.

    34     Moving on, Part the First: Hard even to think of much else this weekend. The Sharks came in rusty, and still played a hard game. They got a bit sloppy with passing, shooting and with concentration, but maybe they knew they weren’t as imporant as what had just happened at The Grill. Dudes. Really? 45 shots, one point? Meh. Still love you though.

    35    The Giants won, and somewhere in there Ronnie James Dio walked into a bar…

    36    With all due respect to RJD, even his amazing rock presence could do nothing to change one of the most incredible nights of my life.

    37     I was up ’til 3 a.m. and awakened at 8 a.m.

    38     Been up ever since, as of this writing.

    39     So I think I’m going to back off here on a beautiful Monday, and allow you to drink it all in. Many of you watched my girls at different stages of their lives, so I know you “get it”. They are both SO beautiful, and I also must give a huge holla and shout out to Helene and Nicole for arranging almost all of it.

    40    We are truly blessed beyond words.

    41    Thanks for listening and indulging about all that. Some fun.

    42     Moving on, Part the Second: Today marks the one-year anniversary of my Mom’s passing last year. I can’t help thinking that she didn’t want us sad at all, and instead brought much of the happiness to help this anniversary become a traditional celebration. Such a sad event last year, but this made everything worthwhile.

    43    Anyway, I want to congratulate Josh and Caitlin, and I also want to say these words: Mom, we all love you, and smile with you on the good fortune that happened this miraculous weekend.

    44    Thank you, and thank all of you for all of your support and love this past year.

    45     Live life.

    46     LOVE life.

    47     Fly low, it’s Monday. And Josh and Caitlin, many happy years to both of you. You’re so beautiful. May you have nothing but joy and success in everything you do.

    48      Y’all have a lovely day. Stay dry. I love you Mom.

    49     Peace.



    ~H~

     
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