1 Insomnia.
2 Always tends to rear its wonderful head at odd hours.
3 Last night I drifted through a rather mild session, all things considered.
4 See, I drifted off early, like around 8:30 and then awoke at midnight, one of the mildest sessions. Normally it's like 2:30 a.m. or 3 a.m. and often never having written the DN.
5 So it was cool. I knew I had already banked at least three hours of sleep, so my rule-of-thumb is if I get five hours, I'm fine for the day.
6 It's just getting BACK to sleep can be challenging. Usually I'll either watch an old movie, or jump on something inane like Facebook, and goof on stuff. It always helps when I have not written the DN, because I'm not spending a lot of time hearing about people clipping their nails or baking cookies, all nice things.
7 Moving on: I wanted like heck to avoid that story about the little six-year old kid whose parents claimed was whisked away in a homemade balloon, causing neighbors, police, fire fighters, mayors, fancy dancers, and other folks a lot of alarm. When I first heard the story and heard the parents' yelps, and the fact that his name was "Falcon", I instantly sniffed a hoax, which I tend to be pretty good at.
8 Well, after a fashion, the newspeople found him safely hiding in his attic behind some boxes. When questioned by authorities, he told them that he was hiding there because his dad told him it was for a show.
9 Now I don't know about you...
10 And THEN I found that the family had been on this show called Wife Swap.. I had watched a few episodes in the summer. Families trade moms, resulting in absolute brutality. Best show ever.
11 AnywayZ, it took authorities two more days to figure out what I had already figured out in about one sentence.
12 The couple is now facing charges.
13 The reason I wanted to avoid that story is because it was truly a non-story.
14 I'm still trying to avoid it, but it won't go away. I guess it's an autumnal thing.
15 Yeesh.
16 Leaves fall. I clean them up. More fall. I try to avoid it, but it seems to continue. No avoiding some things I imagine.
17 So I decided to put that in the DN just to let people know that I know of the story and see it as a non-story. But what with the insomnia and all...
18 I've bounced from writing the DN to Facebook, which also won't go away, but which has people I know and love appearing and disappearing, talking and ignoring, boring and entertaining, but all alive and well, which makes me keep coming back, 'cuz they're all people with whom I share history.
19 I tend to watch from a distance, usually smiling, but occasionally concerned for all of the heartaches that often occur in real life. It's an interesting thing to study, all told, and sometimes heartbreaking.
20 Because the deal is, in our daily lives we strive to maintain a happy dispostion and laugh a lot. But when we involve ourselves in the lives of most people we've run across, it won't always be so sunny and nice all the time. And when it isn't, I feel so powerless, aside from saying something inane like, "Awww...what happened?"
21 I'm always pretty bottom line, which is this: we're all still surviving, and for that, I pray to the Creator of the Universe, and give thanks every single night, and that's the honest truth.
22 The further along I get in this life, the more I appreciate everyone I've ever known and loved.
23 Well.
24 I imagine I've burned up a pretty good hour here, so I think I'll say so long for today. If you're going through a time, feel free to throw me an e-mail or some sorta earthly shout.
25 Stand tall, and rock steady.
26 I'm here. Know that.
27 Weather report: chance of some drizzles. That just came on the radio. KGO.
28 Oh, I imagine.
29 Stay strong, and face the day with lots of hope.
30 Oh. And it's Monday. Fly low.
30 Peace.
~H~















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