
Teal Wicks and Kendra Kassebaum in San Francisco's Wicked
Defying Gravity.
2 Ironically, I also had every person sign my sign-off sheet, this piece of paper that you have to have something like thirty-thousand people sign to show that you've turned in your keys, gradebook, library books, school books, attendance folders, grocery lists, makeup, nail polish remover, and anything else that you ran across during the year. Traditionally it is an enormous pain in the ass, and I usually get around three signatures and leave.
3 This year I did it all by the book, so when I finally turned in my keys (yes, I turned in my keys for once!) my spirit left my body and hovered over the scene for a millisecond.
4 Friday was a sad day, as all final days at school usually are. We had a breakfast and during the kudos and final thoughts, over 21 people lined up for orchids. They were the 21 people who will not be returning next year due to cutbacks. They included some of the best people I've ever worked with: teachers, custodians, receptionists, office workers, and listing the jobs is not listing the people, so it doesn't quite land correctly here.
5 Our principal Cari Vaeth is leaving, as is our APA Paul Mansingh, whom I met about a year ago at Ken and Vicky's wedding. My best friend for the past two years in activities, Margaret is leaving as well. She and I pretty much ran all the activities at the school, so she broke down crying when the kids came in her office for hugs and stuff.
6 Our receptionist Veronica is going. She has the most graceful, happy way with people, and in a job that could have been monstrous, she added a laugh and a smile to everyone.
7 The list goes on, and I could go on, but you probably get the point. And to a person, they smiled bravely and all displayed professional decorum. We have lost two teachers in our own department, young and awesome.
8 I'm guessing a lot of DN readers have been watching this same pattern, or even going through the fear and uncertainty that all of these amazing people are going through.
9 So it wasn't really business as usual. Maybe that's why I didn't write "The Rest is Silence". Maybe I want to return today. I realized when I got home that I had left my camera in the classroom, so I think I will go back up, grab my camera, and take one more look at my room and the hills and all.
10 I will write "The Rest is Silence" once more, which is Hamlet's last words, because they work on so many levels. I might even punch it out to Capitola later today.
11 Moving on: The last DN of the year is traditionally a symbolic end to the school year, and the beginning of summer, so I guess it's always a bittersweet period of time. Many people go through a lot this time of they year: college students begin donning caps and gowns. The Class of '05 graduates some people this year, although I'm not quite sure as to who is graduating. Trami graduated this past weekend from UCSD. So congrats. But I need to hear from others. Sadly I've been inundated this Spring and have not been able to breathe. Many of the DN's this Spring had to be done in mid-sleep because of the online classes, paper-grading, planning, and visiting people who have been in ill health.
12 Somehow we all made it, I suppose. My Mom made it to her Mom and Dad at long last. My Dad seems a little healthier, and is going in for a procedure that will help him keep food down, something he hasn't been able to do in a while. He's looking forward to it, as are we all. Helene's brother is getting better as well, and will be receiving VA benefits quite soon.
13 The world is righting itself in some ways. The Giants have been on a tear (sorry A's fans, but they're my team), and I'm finishing up my classes, will be done in three weeks. My goal was to get 15 units by July, and it looks like I'll do that by July 7. I'm in my fourth class and have gotten straight A's. That's not a brag, just an explanation as to why I've been impossible to reach lately.
14 Moving on, Part the Second: My daughter Nicole treated us all to Wicked at the Orpheum Theatre on Friday night, which made my departure from the Chill almost instant. Last year we had a huge graduation party for my nephew Michael on the last day, as well as a bachelor party for Ponch at the ball park. I like the pattern of starting summer with a bang.
15 So I finally saw arguably the greatest show in the history of theatre. Bold statement. I might still be reeling from the experience, but not a lot of theatre really knocks my socks off anymore.
16 I want to go see it again, I mean right away. The last show that did that to me was a production of How to Succeed in Business Without Really Trying at Mills High School a billion years ago. I stumbled into that show and wound up going to six performances! I wrote a dazzling review of it for my high school newspaper, and I remember Allen Knight, the director, delclaring the next school day a holiday! My first directing gig was taking over the Mills program for a few years when Knight went on a sabbatical. He taught me a great deal about directing.
17 But I digress. Wicked. Here's a taste: Teal Wicks as Elphaba doing No Good Deed. This is not from the San Francisco production, but it is Teal Wicks:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gawHpKchG0c
And here's a trailer:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=a0m6sclZkH0
18 Wicked. It's expensive, although you could go up and get lottery tix for $25. There were seats available right next to one another, so it is possible. But the show is over the top, in your face amazing. With a dazzlingly human book by Winnie Holzman and music and lyrics by Stephen Schwartz, this show matches its hype. Schwartz is the Godspell guy and this blows Godspell out of the water.
20 The show is at the glorious Orpheum Theatre in San Francisco, where I cut my teeth. I see now why I became a theatre maniac. That place is overwhelmingly beautiful, like a European palace. As I watched this incredible production, I felt my Mom was watching from better seats. Everything she ever taught me about theatre was in that house. It was as though she could enjoy a play with me and my family, and I felt it all around me. 21 When Elphaba and Glinda sang "For Good" the lyrics got to me. My daughters got flowers for my Mom when she passed and included that song in their tribute, so it was pretty soulful listening to those two awesome actresses sing that song with such grace and beauty. 22 It brought everything into focus: the entire year of struggle and pain, of dealing with some of the toughest things to come down the pike in quite some time, and to end up sitting triumphantly in the Orpheum Theatre, where I had seen so many glorious shows in days past, was simply overwhelming. 23 As I move through life, that night will remain with me forever. Green is cool. 24 Thanks Nicoley for that treat. Thanks Helene and Caitlin and Nicoley for an awesome night. 25 Thank you DN addicts, for abiding my nonsense, and for never allowing this thing to turn into a "blog". 26 And so it goes. 27 I now depart for the summer, but not until I take marker in hand, go up to the school and write the immortal words of Hamlet. 28 I'll leave you all now with the lyrics to "For Good" from Wicked. In a way, they work for all of us. 29 'Til the next time. 30 Peace.
from
Wicked
I'm limited:
Just look at me - I'm limited
And just look at you -
You can do all I couldn't do, Glinda
So now it's up to you
(spoken) For both of us
(sung) Now it's up to you:
GLINDA
I've heard it said
That people come into our lives for a reason
Bringing something we must learn
And we are led
To those who help us most to grow
If we let them
And we help them in return
Well, I don't know if I believe that's true
But I know I'm who I am today
Because I knew you:
Like a comet pulled from orbit
As it passes a sun
Like a stream that meets a boulder
Halfway through the wood
Who can say if I've been changed for the better?
But because I knew you
I have been changed for good
ELPHABA
It well may be
That we will never meet again
In this lifetime
So let me say before we part
So much of me
Is made of what I learned from you
You'll be with me
Like a handprint on my heart
And now whatever way our stories end
I know you have re-written mine
By being my friend:
Like a ship blown from its mooring
By a wind off the sea
Like a seed dropped by a skybird
In a distant wood
Who can say if I've been changed for the better?
But because I knew you:
GLINDA
Because I knew you:
BOTHI have been changed for good
ELPHABA
And just to clear the air
I ask forgiveness
For the things I've done you blame me for
GLINDA
But then, I guess we know
There's blame to share
BOTH
And none of it seems to matter anymore
GLINDA ELPHABA
Like a comet pulled Like a ship blown
From orbit as it Off it's mooring
Passes a sun, like By a wind off the
A stream that meets Sea, like a seed
A boulder, half-way Dropped by a
Through the wood Bird in the wood
BOTH
Who can say if I've been changed for the better?
I do believe I have been changed for the better?
GLINDA
And because I knew you:
ELPHABA
Because I knew you:
BOTH
Because I knew you:
I have been changed for good.
Take that with you.
Have an awesome summer.
Peace.
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