3 He wasn't in, so I wandered into the good ol' Theatre. The door was wide open and it felt wonderful walking in. Ah, the good ol' Theatre.
4 Nobody was in there, so I went back into the piano lab, which is exactly as it ever was.
5 Students were rehearsing for Bullshot Crummond. Cam was there and I was amazed at how really good she has become as a director. It felt so nice to see another Drama production in the works. GREAT cast, very funny and talented, and they were working out some of the stage combat bits. Some very fun ideas and stunts, and lots of laughterr going on.
6 Seeing students working in the lab and laughing as all of us have laughed was quite sweet. There was a lot of history behind those laughs. Same laughs, different people, but really, lots of us who laughed in that same room, in that same building.
7 The students had some hilarious accents going on.
8 Sidebar: right when I wrote the word "accents" Jay Leno SAID the word "accents".
9 The only reason I mention that is that this DN originally began as a piece on synchronicity because I got two back-to-back e-mails from people from the distant past last night, and I had just thought of both of them, even mentioning one of them earlier in the evening. Totally unrelated people from two entirely different generations of Drama people.
10 The piece I originally had written was all about synchronicity, but I canned it because most people aren't that fascinated by it. More air being poured out of a Dixie cup.
11 Moving off: Off the sidebar that is. I'm going back to where I was when I was interrupted by yet another coincidence. Where were we? Oh yeah, same laughs, different people, but really, lots of us who laughed in that same room, in that same building.
12 It doesn't matter if you graduated in 1982 or if you will be graduating in 2007, that same room, that same building has had laughs and great joy from years and years of Drama Workshop productions. It's the room where Under-the-Clock took place, along with many, many years of laughter, tears, joy, and the excitement that happens moments before major productions.
13 Midway through watching Cam directing so beautifully, I looked over to her and asked if the students were signing up for classes. She said they were right now. I then asked if they offered Drama next year.
14 The answer hit me like a truck.
15 No. They are offering Dance, but not Drama.
16 Those of you in the know must realize what that answer means.
18 It was just wonderful watching a show being put together by students, and watching how much Cam has grown as a director. She knew right when to praise someone, right when to stop and laugh, and when to step in and stage things. The students know how to run the program, and it was really fun.
19 I stayed a bit longer and then bade them all a friendly good-bye. It felt so great. 20 I got back out to the stage and a parent meeting was being set up. The girl setting it up came up to me with the wireless mic. 21 "Can you help me? I can never get this thing to work!" 22 I just smiled. "Sure." I pushed a few hero buttons and soon it popped on loud and clear. She thanked me, and I went out to the TOOOOOONDRA, drove around to my old portable and turned to leave. The sun was setting behind me, a beautiful sunset. 23 They aren't offering Drama next year. 24 I went through the old familiar parking lot. It felt grand. 25 I drove back up Lucretia Avenue up towards Tully, past the apartments and all, just as the sun dipped behind me. It felt all so warm and familiar. I went over the hill, merged onto 101 and headed home, as I had done a million times before. 26 I'm looking forward to the Show. 27 I guess that's about all. 28 I'm just looking forward to the Show. 29 Peace.
Remember when we said when we turned gray
When the children grow up and move away
We won't be sad, we'll be glad
For all the life we've had
And we'll remember when
Alan Jackson
Thank you Mary
for a lovely life.
You taught the world
what love is.
Peace
Bud
2 This is not joke.
3 Mark these words.
4 Captain America.
5 So it goes.
6 Moving on: The past two days have been all about the music. Or maybe just all about music. Last night the concert band, symphonic band, and the absolutely sensational wind ensemble held court for me.
7 I finally moved into a realm I could understand up there at the Chill on the Hill.
8 It all felt real.
9 Jen Kambeitz is our Choir teacher. Her choir door opens up to the city below. The other night I was chatting with her about music and the concert and looked out her door.
10 San Jose was just this side of getting dark. It was that beautiful time of day when things look purple with the yellow street lights making it all look like a painting. I commented on it to Jennifer and she just said, "I love that view. It's my town. It's where I live, and have lived. It's home."
11 Yep.
12 Last night it was all about the music once again. Our school is blessed with the presence of the illustrious Steve Barnhill, an old chum from way back.
13 I worked lights and this awesome fellow named Tom recorded. He and I both saw a dream team taking place at the Chill on the Hill.
14 The music began. Steve would describe places that inspired the music, and then we'd just close our eyes and go there.
15 I don't have my program, but the music painted pictures.
16 One of the first songs took us to the poetic shores in Santa Barbara.
18 I stood above, in the tech booth, where I belong, and fell in love with Performing Arts all over again.
19 It's home.
20 Music.
21 The ride home had the same Beatles CD, called LOVE, which has some monumental moments. Strawberry Fields took me home, with its curious mix of Piggies, Hello Goodbye, and a number of other wonderful tunes all flowing every which way, almost mirroring a song ending by the Wind Ensemble.
22 The music swirled and wound through me, and I was back in a Theatre, at a lightboard where I belong, loving the music as I always loved the music at YB.
23 Music.
24 Sweet.
25 It's great to be home.
26 Peace.
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2 We've gone there already but Mondays we expect to fly under the radar and duck and cover, but Tuesdays sometimes hit us like a thunderclap.
3 It doesn't much matter right now because it is actually a minute past midnight on what I still consider to be Sunday night. I just finished Monday's DN, which I began on Sunday morning at around 4 a.m.
4 It's a completely new approach to the DN, keeping it fresh and alive!
5 You see, the new job involves awakening each day at around 5 to 5:30 a.m. and really not much time during the day to compose the DN. This took me about six months really to understand, but that little bit of earlier each day began to take its toll.
6 Most days find me falling off somewhere around 3 p.m. and really dragging between the hours of 3 and 6.
7 I'm pouring yet more air out of a Dixie cup, but the point is that the DN began to suffer. I kept falling asleep at the keys, but for some reason, something just drives this stuff.
8 Pictures have been a large part of the DN in the past year or so. I absolutely LOVE looking for goofy pictures because they add so much fun to all of this.
9 That search can take hours sometimes. Sometimes this thing goes up in around a minute, and other times it takes all evening.
10 This new approach is fun, because in general, it's happening during moments when I am fresh and alive, and ready to pound my chest.
11 I did that around twenty minutes ago and a ref began counting.
12 But I got in the corner of the ring and clicked my gloves a few times.
13 A little chocolate and cafe helps also.
14 Anyone notice a little spring in the air these days?
15 I'm still trying to get back the last three weeks of last summer when I suddenly decided to change my entire life.
16 No regrets.
17 But Sunday I found myself already buying flowers, chlorine, looking at garden sets, and smelling jasmine. I love the Spring.
18 March came in a bit like a lamb this year.
19 I fully expect a lion as the madness pushes its way across the sky.
20 But now when I look at the sky, I am beginning to see dreams coming through those clouds. I'm hoping that is happening to you too.
21 Moving on: A friend of mine just passed away. Actually a friend of my sister Linda's. But she was and is a friend of everyone she meets. Or met. I prefer meets. She's probably meeting people right now and making them all smile.
23 She was wonderful. She still is. Her name is Mary. She was a part of our huge spirit team in high school. Vivacious, positive and fun, and always there for everybody. I remember her senior year like it was yesterday.
24 I found that out on Sunday night. Once again time grabs you by the wrist.
25 That sort of thing has happened far too much these past two years.
26 In most cases, it always makes me appreciate the life I have, and it makes me want to live life to its absolute fullest.
27 Mary gave to everyone she ever met. She is always there with a huge smile and a caring sentiment.
28 She doesn't know it, but she always inspired me to smile and to help people. She was one of my heroes. She still is.
29 I can get up at 5. I can get up at 5:15.
30 Life is for living. Life is for loving. Life is for learning.
31 That was tough.
32 I think that's it.
33 Thanks for all the smiles and for all the love.
33 Peace.
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